PRETEND ° ZARIEL

9 // without you.

at the part of the party; the reason all those characters were there with Ariel and Zach in New York is because they missed them both and they all went for the break; sorry if you got confused :)

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~ it's been two weeks since the Zach incident. we all came back from New York, and there hasn't been clues of who told what Zach said but everyone found out at school. I haven't talked to Zach and he's been broadcasting a lot more. I miss hanging out with him everyday.. I really do miss him.

I wish I could just go up to him and hug him. Telling him that I loved him, no matter whether he likes me back or not. I miss Zach so much.. It doesn't bother me that were far apart; I'm not that needy. It's the fact that we're far apart and not talking... Even though it would be heartbreaking; I could be in London and Zach could be in India and we would still call each other every single day.

I can't stand thinking that Zach is probably mad af mad at me, and I actually haven't confirmed if he is. After I left the rest of the group to go back to the party that night; Zach just followed the rest of the group. He didn't see me after I left. He didn't even come to say sorry... I try to convince myself that it doesn't bother me but deep down it stings me and I just feel like sitting alone in a dark cave crying my eyes out.

I still have to go to school tomorrow which sucks. I plan on avoiding Zach in the few periods we have together but honestly I don't know if I can keep it up much longer... He's been hanging out with this girl named Maya and i know it shouldn't bother me but it does! After he lead me on for weeks and gave me "signs" making me think that he liked me, he tells not just me but all of our friends that I'm not his type then goes and runs out to this girl named Julie?! It makes no sense to me... If I told myself from a month ago that this was going to happen; I wouldn't have believed a word of it...

I know Zach didn't mean to hurt me because he doesn't know that I like him. But honestly; it hurt me a lot.

At this point all I wanted to do was sleep and never wake up... Even though I did have to wake up in the morning, I went to bed. I was looking up at the ceiling, staring and thinking. Moments later, sleep took over me.

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I wake up to my annoying alarm. I turn it off and wake up, and just sit on my bed. I remember everything I was thinking of last night... It still hits me everyday, and every single day, I still can't believe this all happened.

Mario and Aliyah are the only ones who actually know that I kissed Ryan, and that ever since, we've been texting nonstop. Ryan helps me get my mind off things and I really appreciate that. When my ex; Isaiah, broke my heart; Zach was the one who I'd be texting non stop but this time, Zach took the position of Isaiah...

I woke up and put on an ordinary outfit. I did the usual and went downstairs. I knew my mom was already at her meeting, dad was running errands for his job and Jacob was already at school. I quickly grabbed my backpack and started walking to school. I was listening to music, mostly Justin Bieber who is one of my absolute favorite artists. I still had down time until school started; 30 minutes exactly. I went to the park across from the high school and sat at the benches. I did a couple of musicals and realized that I hit 3k fans. It seems crazy enough... I just hit 1k.

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I start walking across the street to get to school. Ryan comes up behind me.
"hey beautiful! How's your morning?"
"fine. you?"
"amazing because I get to see you!"

Ryan is always really flirty with me which sucks. If he likes me he can just let me know. I wish it was that easy; I would've already ran up between Julie and Zach to tell him how I feel about this all. I open Twitter and see a new tweet from Zach.

'Bruhitszach: THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 2K ON YOUNOW IT MEANS SO MUCH!'

If we were still talking I would've dropped everything right here and ran into Zach's arms to congratulate him. How I miss the moments when we both his milestones on social media..

His few supporters on Twitter congratulated him. Not every supporter he had on YouNow was on Twitter which means that he didn't get many congratulations.

I typed a new tweet and without thinking, I spread it out to the Internet... Where all of my friends could see it.. Zach and I's supporters... Even Ryan. Even Sierra.

'BabyAriel: Congrats on 2k Zach! Missing you 😔💞'

good thing I didn't mention his user. does he still follow me? I went on his page and the small 'follows you' button was next to his name... He might see this on his timeline...

what did I just do?!

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well Zach'll have a surprise when he's looking through his timeline... ANYWAYSSSS this was a pretty long chapter, at least I tried to make it really big haha. But I might update again tonight at midnight or something because sleep is lame anyways.

I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter because I def enjoyed writing it!

comment your opinions on Ryan!

I really want to see what you guys think about Ryan! I think that he needs to back off and let Zach take the wheel 😴

Anyways I'll try to update once again tonight as I already said, haha, and yeah! see you in the next chapter!

~ vicky xx ˗ˏˋ♡ˎˊ˗

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