PRETEND ° ZARIEL

11 // im sorry..

A R I E L °
~ I wake up in the morning and do the same old routine. I stayed up late talking to Ryan last night even though I was honestly super tired... Today is just gonna be another dreadful day at school, I don't really know why I'm going today or why I go anyday. Woah... Did I really just say that? I remember always talking about my dreams and what I wanted to do with my life; school has always been a big part of me... I guess the whole Zach thing really did hit me hard...

Z A C H °
~ it's gotten to the point where I can't take the pain anymore... I'm a wreck with Ariel. I really do need her in my life. I need is texting each other in the middle of the night when one of us feels bad or admitting things to each other. I miss everything and my life will never be the same without her...

My parents recently divorced and I've finally gotten hate on YouNow... I say finally because I knew this was going to happen at some point. No way that I'd go through this whole social media thing without actually getting hate. Everything is falling down.. I wouldn't be as much of a mess if I had the one girl that could make this all better... She would be here to comfort me and we would hug for ten minutes just appreciating each other's presence. I would pour my heart out to her and she would listen, she would give me advice and tell me that everything was going to be okay... I miss her! I need her.

Today, I'm going to let her know. I'm going to let her know that I need her and that I didn't mean what I said that night at Becca's party... I'm going to let her know that she's one of the most important people in my life. But I can't let her know that I love her as in way more than a best friend... Not just yet.

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I get to school and the first thing I do is look around for Ariel. I find her easily; she's the most beautiful girl there...

I go up to her.

"Ariel... Can we please talk?"
"What do you want Zach?"
"I wanted to.."
"To?"
"To.."
"Goodbye Zach."
"No! Please Ariel! I wanted to apologize... I didn't know what i was saying at the party... Yes you are my type, and yes we are best friends, and I love you but I didn't want to ruin our friendship..."

So much for not admitting my love.

"I'm sorry for ignoring you... And by the way I love you too. Awkward way to admit our love... But truly; I don't know if we should date. Maybe we can try it sometime; but for right now, let's become best friends again, and stay best friends!"

"Seems like a plan to me!"

We both hug.

Z A C H - & - A R I E L °
~ I am so glad I have her/him back in my life... She/he is my everything. Yes, it will be weird knowing we like each other, but so be it. I love her/him and I will never let her/him go... Never again.

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I am so sorry that I haven't been updating! So much stuff has been happening and it's kind of hard to keep up :)

So, they're finally friends again! Yay!

I will be updating more now that I've gone through everything; if you care, i had to go to this school thing and all but that's finally over which means I can finally update! Thanks for sticking around!
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