♥I'm InLove with the Monster♥

Prologue:

           every person have their own beliefs,their own wishes and their own dreams.. And I do believed in Fantasy. Alien,Dwarfs and Ghost,and all about super Natural,Fairies and Angels. Big LoL!

I'm just a girl who lived in a very simple life.(Just for me) .. I'm wishing for my Prince to come too.. Like a Knight and shinning armor..

I never expect the day had come

that I'm going to fall in love., and Hello?? never in a monster..

No,not a real monster.. not a monster like what you have seen on TV or movies.. He's a Human (take note  HUMAN)

He's a Human having a very BAD Attitude,without respecting others,even if your a girl or a boy.

He's Loud,he's bully,he's irritating,he's kinda stupid he's stubborn, he smoke and drinks a lot and he don't like flirt girls (for me its a big deal) but sometimes he's sweet in a good way,he's Smart,He's cute,he's tall ..having a charming voice,he's got a gorgeous smile..he care for his friends,and he's rich..you know!!

but why??? why I like this monster no I mean I loved this monster even if he's not my ideal guy

definitely not my ideal guy..

           while I'm falling in love with this monster,I suffered

I always cry ...

    It hurts me more..

sad to know that he need someone

he belongs to someone

he deserved someone

and he in love with someone..

      I really want to tell that I'm falling in loved with him but it always make me realize that he don't interested in me.

           if I let him go,would my feelings just fade away?

what if I like to tell my feelings, would he accept it and tell me that he feels the same or he would just throw it like a trash?? we'll see...