Author Notes : so this is a fan fic of sev, and harry, it’s nto going to be canon. It will not be male on male but more of a father son relationship. I hope that I can get good fee back and stuff on it. I no the first chapter is really really short. But I did it for a reason the chapters will veary I have no idea quit where I am going with the story yet. Please if you have any suggestions feel free to add.
DISCLAMER “I OWN NOTHING. ALL CHARACTORS BELONG TO /K ROWLING. “
A BIG THANKS TO MRS. ROWLING FOR LETTIGN US CONTINUE TO PLAY WITH HER CHARACTORS AS FAR AS I MIDNS WILL TAKE US . ALSO A BIG THNKS TO ALL THE GREAT FAN FICS I HAVE READ WITH HARRY SEV FATHER SON RELATIONSHIPS.
AND TO A BIG BIG THANKS TO LOVERETIRVER FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND AND SOME GREAT INSPIRATION.
So on to the story shall we <3
Sevey.
Chapter 2
As I stood in the black corridor. Rubble around it was way to quiet and I only had a few moments to find potter. I knew that without a doubt the dark lord wanted to kill me. Taking a deep breath I stepped forward. “Expecto patrounma,” I whispered lightly so quiet almost I myself didn’t here it out of my wand burst a light that formed a doe. Lily’s doe, I felt as a tear escaped my eye he had to know. I could not let my life go to waste let both myself and lily die in vain, not if I could help it. (lils I am sorry I failed you. And I can’t help but wonder if you would have known that he would die anyway would you have stood in front of him? I wihs I wish I could have saved you both. To give both of you the life you should have had. Potter didn’t half to die not this young not your son. ) the tears trickled down silently but fast. And ocne more I sent the light of my life out to find the boy in which has been both my hatred and love for the past 7 years. I warched silently as she moved away lving me in an empty darkness.
Standing in the 7th floor corridor I stood staring at the place in which I had just saved Draco’s life. The very person I hated for the last 7 years of my life and still I feel empty . everyone thought being the boy who lived is such an amazing thing. But its not, when you kill people you love. I shut my eyes tight my mind filling with all the people who has died for me. Dumbleldor. Moody, dad, mom I took in a sharp breath remembering she was never there that I had done this all on my own. But most of all sirus , and I felt as the lum in my throat grew bigger and the tears slipping from my shut eye lids. No don’t think of that. Think of all the people who are still here. Still by you. I felt the air shift around me as ron and Hermione came closer. The two people who despite everything they stood by me through everything. I felt a tiny smile trace my lips, but it was just I tiny hint and it was gone before I knew it. My thoughts shifted to severus to the man who at one point was supposed to be on my side, and besides the fact Dumbledor was a brilliant man he put his faith in the wrong man. A cowered to be exact. i hated him I could not believe that even a man as snarky and devilish as snape would betray Dumbledor but I had watched I had seen it. And besides his obivouse attempt to bring me to voldemort early tonight something deep inside me. Something deep deep down whispered that severus was still on our side that he was Dumbledors man through and through. That he was not a coward. But the bigger meaner tougher part argues and it wins the battle between wishful thinking and truth. And at that I felt as something small brushed up against me. Opening me eyes I looked down to see the doe from the forest her green eyes staring up at me I looked over to ron and Hermione who where hugging each other. “guys I’ll b back alright. Just stay here.” Both of them turning to look at me . their faces full of anguish and fear. It was Hermione who spoke first” we are going with you Harry.” “no Hermione I have a feeling that I am supposed to follow her alone like I did last time to find the sword.” Ron stepped forwards “ but mate were in this together. We are your back up just in case.” I stepped forward so I was face to face with ron “no this is smehtign I half to do alone I will meeet you guys back here in an hour and if I am not back the then you come looking for me. Got it. “ “But, Harry…. You can’t just go off…” Hermione began to protest but my raged boiled to the surface. “NO HERMIONE YOU AN RON WILL STAY HERE AND WAIT. THIS IS ONE THIGN I MUST DO BY MYSELF. THIS DOE IS NOT GOING TO LEAD ME TO DNAGER AND IT MIGHT HELP US. I HAVE A FEELIGN THAT IT WILL AND I NEED TO DO THIS ALONE. I WILL NO IF YOU GUYS ARE FOLLOWING ME BECAUSE I HAVE THE MAP. DO AS YOUR TOLD. I DO UNDERSTAND THAT YOU WANT TO HELP BUT guys….. please just hearr… me out okay.. I half t go in alone…… “ I stood for a moment and then pivoted on my heel and began to stride down the corridor following the doe.
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Potter must not be far. I hears him scream a moment ago although the words were unclear he was near. I took in a deep breath and looked for a place to hide so the boy wouldn’t automatically run once he figured out who the doe belonged to. Scanning the drak I found a piece of wall that hada small hollow and I climbed in it. I knew it would be a good place its far enough out a view and it over shadowed by falled bricks and other stuff. I began to slowly count and beg fro the boy to hurry up I needed him to know before I went to my death. Before I sent him to his death and he sent me to mine. I stiffened as I heard foot steps become clearer and louder. They continued to echo loud until the abruptly stopped and I seen the doe standing there the boy petting it thoughtlessly and as he whispered words of comfort to it. As if it was nothing more then a real scared animal. He cooed at it. As his fingers drifted though it I heard him ask it to whom it belonged the doe looked in my direction and so did the boy. But, the shadow of the hallow hole kept me hidden well. The boy turned back to the doe. And I quietly casted a silent silencing charm on myself so I could move undetected as I climbed out of the hole. Stepping out I carefully watched a very step I made to make sure I would not step on anything that would make it known I was there. And for what seemed like a breathless hour I made it behind the biy who was still cooing to the doe. His words every so light as he spilt the ash of his thoughts upon the doe. But it was then that for the first time I ahd become sutnned s the boy nfront of me cooed. “you know … lightly guy. I might as weel as say theres a part of me that wants to find severus. Yet he made angry and upset that theres just something about the snarky grumpy mad of the dungeons that says he is smore than what he seems. Especially after everything Dumbledor turned out to be. I guess . I mean I am still angry with him, but I don’t know theres just a small part of me that says he’s not really the traitor I thought he was. Something.. about the way he seemed to always be on guard well…ah,, this is nonsense he killed Dumbledor and here I am talking to you nothing more than just a light shaped as an animal. Defending the man how I watched kill the very person who trusted him..”
Caught off guard I did not notice the boy as he stood up. Did the boy really think that I was not really what I tried so hard to show I was. Damn Gryiffindors always trying to find the good in everyone. But, I smiled a tiny bit , as a small piece of lily shown through for a moment. I coughed as I regathered my composer “I excpect Potter for the first time your right about something. But, still as thick headed as ever” I sneered at the boy who had whirled around at the sound of another presences his and in his hand pointed straight at my face. His green eyes full of anger and relief . mixed with so much emotion.”I see you have met my patrounse .” I watched as his mouth opened in an open 0 and his eeys filled with disbelief. As lily’s doe came to stand beside me. And a satisfied smile crossed my lips but only a brief moment and then the boy was supputering “wha…t …y.ou….rssss.. “
