"hi, im savannah" i said smleing.
"hi." she said with a smile that made my heart race
"what school did you come from?" isaid felt so stupid
"shasta , you?"She said looking down texting made me think im boring.
"gw , so i dont know if this will be rude to you but your gay right?" i said cautionlessly
"yes i am ." she said with a label then said" but i dont put a label on it"
We were talking a lil more. She seems really cool . But to be honest i have a feeling shell be mine soon and i like it. My feelings are really strong for her even though i talked to her once . I told myself comeing in Freshman year dont get hurt but ill take a chance with her. The bell rang we walked out talking and then split i was going to my girlfriends and im not sure were she was going . But i wish it was with me.
"hey . How was your first day" my mom said i dont tell my mom everythng but she knows when i like someone.
"great " i said cheesing it.
I told her about shelice . When i say her name i smile big and my heart feels safe like shes ment to be with me. But .... I dont wanna fall in love and get hurt . Im not sure if im willing to try because i know i wont be able to recover from it. But knowing me i will . I always try before i give up . Now i gotta get her number , break up with my girlfriend , and get her to be mine. The first thing ill probely do is get her number . I found the perfect way me and my friend and her friends are going to the movies ill see if she wants to go and get her number that way. She gives it to me i scream and yell in my head . Im so happy igot it . Step one : done
Step two will be to break up with my girlfriend but ill give it a lil. You may think im a messed up person but ill like someone then ill get with them and i wont feel the same . So i find someone else and break up with them. Think what you want. But this girl seems different like she maybe something special . See ivneverbeen in love , i want to be but with the right person which is her .. I feel obessbive . So im at my girlfriends shes haveing a party tonite so i get my "sister" and bring her were chillin till everyone gets here . Its cool im not danceing yet though not enough people here . Then it gets hella crowded so she grabs my hand and takes me inside even though i wanna be outside . I try and try to get her to go outside she wont go. Someone knocks on the door to tell us the cops are there . So i get out of therewith my "sister". She comes with us till she has to leave i give her a hug and leave . Me and my sister are talking and these two guys they seem sweet if you were to look at them itd be a different view. We spilt and me and my sister finally get to my house . We stay for a lil talking i tell her about shelice . The next day.....
