an : this is just the last part from chp 1 . not new !
I had math first, i walked in and sat down i didnt bother to look around for anyoneknew because my old school was small and i knew there was a small chance id get anyone i knew in my classes. the teacher just kept talking and i jjust ignore her and got lost in my thoughts. I was sitting there looking out the window thinking of how my friend that i needed the most had left me . couldnt believe that she would do that to me especially what had just happened after my bestfriend Liza had just left me for her own selfish reasons. No shake that thought out of your head. Finally the bell rang, i grabbed my stuff and walked out of the class. I was looking down thinking when i suddenly looked up, i saw this girl walk past me looking at me i thought shes cute, she said "damn" quitely and i just smiled at her. i walked in the hallway and went to my next class. I just ssat in there and listen to the boring teacher to finish talking well i just drew a small picture of a time that i remember Liza and I. I didnt finish my drawing and it took me the rest of my periods till lunch to finish it. Lunch came and Jess text me, i guess i can call her my girlfirend. "Hows your day going?" she asked me. i text her back. "boring" She just laughed. I texted her for the rest of lunch. My friend from last year came up to me i was happy to see her. she came up to ome and hugged me.
"Im so glad i have lunch with you" she said. i smiled at her and told her me too. "at lease i have someone to talk to now." she gave a week laugh.
"she anyone one you like" she asked. She was asking if i found anyone that i wanted to hit on. i laughed.
"there was one really cute girl i saw after first on my way to second, but i didnt really get a good look. Was to lost in my thoughts."
"Oh! think you'll see her tomorrow?" she asked. basically asking me if i was hoping to see her tomorrow.
"Yeah, probably." Lunch ended and i walked her to class since we were going to the same place. We both had pe next but differance teachers. We said our goodbyes and i took a seat on the bleachers in the gym. i wasnt saying much attension since i got lost in my thoughts agian. I was still texting my girlfrriend. talking about how i saw someonee i knew. I saw that girl that i had seen this morning, i smiled at the thought that i had her in one of my classes. The teacher called everyones name. The girl from this morning got up from where she was sitting and started to walk up to me.
"Hi. im sanvannah." she said, smiling at me.
"hi," i told her back giving her a little smile.
"What school did you come from?" she asked me. i kinda aughed at the question, "shasta." i told her. "you?'' My phone went off, my girlfriend of course so i texted her bck.
"Gw" she answered. "So i dont know if this will be rude to you but your gay right?" she added.
"yes i am." i told her. "but i dont like putting aa label on it."
We talked more about labels and more. She seemed like a fun person to be around. She made me forget about all the thoughts i had going around in my head. She made me forget everything. i liked that.
