You Saved Me || Diegoasurs

Unexpected people

WARNING : this may trigger some people. Im so sorry, I love you.
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Kayden Welborn. What was there you need to know? Well for one, Kayden had always struggled with anxiety and depression since she was about 11. She never had many friends and when she did, they turn out to be fake or turn against her or forgot about her. When she was 14, she learned about this website where you could post videos called Youtube. Kayden fell in love with YouTube and would be on there everyday to watch alot of videos. Everyday before and after school, her routine would consist of watching YouTube videos.

When she was about 15, that's when everything changed. She started to post videos of her doing anything and everything. Making videos was her escape from the struggles going on in her life. At just 15, she went to Washington Dc by herself for a youtube convention called Playlist Live. She met many of her fans there and her YouTube friends that she made. For once, she felt like she had everything was going right in her life.

Skip 3 years later, Kayden had 109k followers on Twitter, on YouTube, she had 208,715 scribers and just about the same on Instagram and Younow. She loves her fans more then words can describe. Her fans were there for her when she felt like she had no one there. But the one person who meant the most to her was Diego Naravette, a Younower and a YouTuber. He didn't know she existed besides seeing her comment some things on his broadcasts on Younow. The day he followed her on Twitter and Instagram was a bad day for her, apart from Diego noticing her. She recently just broke up with her boyfriend of a year. They had gotten into a huge fight over something stupid and some words were said. She hated when they fought, especially when he would yell things at her. She didn't appreciate him making her feel like shit every single day, so she did the thing that she thought was best. Moving on from that, she was also upset because her job that she had at Hot Topic decided to let her go, giving her no reasons why they fired her. She got into an argument with her mother, her mother making her feel even worst. She felt like she had all she could take that day. She went into her room, locking the door as she pulled the jacket off and threw it on her desk in the corner. She laid on her bed as she pulled out her phone to turn on music to help keep her calm.

She clicked on the app to play music, going to play her Stay Strong playlist she made for times where she felt like giving up. As the music played, she put the phone next to her on her night stand as she laid on her side, curling up. She thought about all the shitty things that happened. She felt her chest tightening and her eyes watering, knowing a panic attack was about to come. She started to sob hard, to the point where she was barley breathing. Why her? Why did she have to deal with this today? So much shit had happened. She wiped her tears as she sat up, thinking. She always had problems with thoughts of suicide and also had problems with self harm. She bit her lip as she decided to get up. She went to her desk and took some sleeping pills, to many sleeping pills. She didn't care at all anymore. She would miss her followers and YouTube friends, but she couldn't handle this anymore. She swallowed all the pills then grabbed her phone as she went into her bathroom that was connected to her room.

She put her phone on the counter as she took off all her clothes. She turned on the water to take a bath. She sat down, staring into space, waiting for the pills to kick in. She reached over and grabbed her phone. She turned off the music and decided to go on YouTube and watch some videos til the pills kicked in.

She clicked on Diego's profile and went through his videos, trying to find the perfect one. She clicked on one that she thought she would like. The video was about his suicidal attempt (A/N : he ended up deleting the video, but it was up there last year). She watched the video as she began to feel sleepy and also regretting what she did. She sighed as she got off of YouTube and on Younow to watch Diego's broadcast. She clicked on his broadcast and leaned against the wall. She smiled as soon as she saw his beautiful face.

She clicked on the box where she can type. "Hey Diego, how's your day?" She hit sent and smiled as everyone in the comments freaked out about Kayden watching.

"Kayden's watching, OH MY GOD!1!1" was most of the comments that Diego saw. He smiled when he saw her comment and waved to the camera. "Hey Kayden, my day is better now that you're here. How was your day?" The boy smiled as he waited for her to reply.

Kayden blushed as she heard him talk, biting her lip. "My day sucked :( but it's better now that I'm watching you. Well, expect i did something i regret." She bit her lip as she read all the comments everyone was sending in.

Diego easily read her comment and frowned. "What happened? Is my Kaybear okay?" He pouted into the camera as he waited for her to reply. When ten minutes went by without her replying, he began to get worried. "Kayden are you still there?" He asked as the fans were freaking out as well. He grabbed his phone from beside him and went on Twitter, staying on Younow on his computer. He looked up at the computer screen and asked his fans, "what's Kayden's Twitter? I'm gonna dm her and see if she's okay." He said as he waited for his fans to type her username.

On the other side of the screen, Kayden was still in the tub, but her phone was in her hands anymore. She had passed out in the tub, her phone in the water as her body just went limped. Her heart was still racing, trying to stay alive. She had so much to live for. She couldn't give up now. Maybe she was too late in realizing that.

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Hey guys, what's up? It's Kayden here. Sorry if this is triggering for some people. This book will hopefully become alot more less depressing as we go on. This is similar to my experience I went through. Diego helped me out of it, he doesn't know he did though.

I love you guys and hope you stay strong through it all. Everything will get better. Just keep strong and keep your head up. I love you. Message me anytime you need to talk and I'll do my best to be there for ya.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter. You probably didn't cause i feel like this sucks, but we'll see.

Vote and comment whatever you think about this please.

~Kayden