I continued to cry and get out what I've been hiding behind a stoic, emotionless face. Ciel just continued to rub my back. "It'll be okay. I'm here." He reassured. I just nodded, not really trusting myself to speak.
I held his thin body close and layed my head on his shoulder, my hands resting at the small of his back. "You better?" He asked and I offered a small nod. He got up and I looked at him then held my arms out.
"Don't leave me..." I mumbled and he looked at me before exiting the room. I'm alone again... as normal. I sighed and heard my door open and turned around to see Ciel walk back in. But with his night clothes on.
He walked over to me and kissed my forehead, "Did you really think I'd leave you?" He asked and I slowly nodded.
"Everyone else left me... so I figured someone like you probably won't stay by my side." I muttered and let a tear slip.
He climbed into next to me and held me close. I nuzzled my head into his neck and relaxed, feeling his arms around my waist.
"May I ask what happened in your past? You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." He said the last part noticing that I got a little tense.
"No, I'll tell you. It's better to tell you now then later..." I sat up and leaned on the headboard of the bed.
"I'm listening." He said and also sat up. I sighed and began the story.
"It was the night of my seventh birthday and I was trying to fall asleep. I heard screams coming from the laboratory in my house because my dad is a scientest. I walked into the room to see my Dad laughing over my Mom's dead body. He saw me and strapped me to the table cause I saw something I wasn't supposed to. Then he altered my genetics. I was born both reaper and angel. Now I'm a mix of much more things, angel, reaper, demon, hells angel, witch, and lord knows what else. After I was of no use to him he tried selling me... and I ran. Far far away. And he found me. Then yet again took me, and seccesfully sold me. I was taken into a torture chamber like place. They gave me the name metalhead cause they replaced my bones and skull with metal... I met this boy. He was my only friend," I lifted up my nightgown and ran my hand over the mark. "I saw him after I got this mark."
I saw Ciel lift up his shirt, only to see the same mark. Just red instead of blue. "I knew your name rang a bell. And metalhead made me all the more sure. I thought you died..." He said, happy I was alive but sad he hadn't found me sooner.
I hugged him tighter and nuzzled my head into his shoulder. "I thought you did too. But it's okay, we're here now." I mumbled and cuddled him. He layed down and held me closer.
"We're here now, and I'm not letting you slip away again." He mumbled and pulled me to his chest.
"Goodnight Phantomhive."
"Goodnight Metalhead." He mumbled and soon after we both fell into a peaceful sleep.
~Timey skippetty broght by Earl Grey tea~
I felt someone nudging my shoulder and I just groaned, the slightly bit the person. In which case had happened to be Ciel. I heard a small yelp then opened my eyes, realizing it was Ciel I started laughing.
"Glad to know I startled you." I chuckled, a real chuckle. For the first time in forever. (AN: DON'T YOU DARE.) He just rolled his eyes at me and started to sit up. Except a certain little immortal was in the way of him doing that.
"Get off." He grunted and I shook my head. I didn't want to move, I was warm and tired. So I was being a stubborn little, well let's just call me a demon for now since it's easier.
"No." I stated and nuzzled into his chest even more. He just sighed and obliged to laying with me. I smirked and tried to fall back asleep. So when I failed to do so I decided to finally get up.
"Finally." He groaned and I shot him a look. He looked at me with a confused look, probably because I just shot daggers at him with my eyes.
"You know you love me!" I cooed in a sweet, innocent tone.
He rolled his eyes and replied, "Never in a million years." I rolled my eyes along with him and shooed him out. Seeing as I had to change. He got the message and walked out then Zella came in.
"I see you finally figured it out?" I cocked my head at her question. "You and Ciel know each other. I was wondering how long it'd take." She smiled and my jaw dropped as she was getting my navy blue and black suit.
"You knew this entire time?" I asked, well more like quietly yelled. She nodded as she took my nightgown off and slipped on my skinny black dress pants. I shook my head and flicked her, "Why didn't you tell me?" I asked quieter.
"I wanted you to figure it out yourself, Young Lord. I'm very sorry." She apologized as she slipped on my navy blue button down, black bow tie, then finally my navy blue, black, and white coat. I just nodded in approval as my black and white boots were slipped onto my feet. Once done I stood up and put my hair into a ponytail/bun.
I walked down the stairs and went to go to breakfast. Right as I was at the bottom step I saw a pink blur speed past and glomp Ciel. "CIELLLL~" She yelled as she ran towards him and spun him around. I just muffled my giggles.
Ciel shot me a look and I quit laughing then stepped foward to meet the girl.
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The Queens Doll (Ciel x Reader)
FanfictionY/N was an immortal. Not just immortal, she was a hybrid. This hybrid was the Queens Doll, but little did anyone know that this little Doll was Her Majesty's assassin. What happens when this Doll is paired up with the Queens Guard Dog, Ciel Phantomh...