Bullying, and Suicidal warning.
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He was beautiful. Beautiful, radiant, lovely, elegant. Any word of the bunch could describe him. Cha Eunwoo.
His best friend was my bully. My number one hater, and the one who wanted me dead. But him? He was sweet to me. He was kind and loving.
He meant more to me than my own life. My own soul, and my own heart. I loved him. But he was too perfect for me. He would never feel the same, and I pitied myself for that.
I was the loner, the freak. The of upmost hated. No one cared about me, and no one would speak to me. I was bullied, and I wanted to die. I had no future, and I was all alone. I tried and tired but, the thought of him crying over my dead body made me stop every single time. He wouldn't do that anyways, would he?
"Not again." I mumbled to myself as I grabbed the knife from my school bag, "Not again." I put the blade to my wrist and looked up at the mirror, his image coming to view, "Not. Again." I said sternly, and I ran the blade across my skin.
I winced in pain and hissed through my teeth. I did it again, and again, and again. My arm swelled in pain, and was covered in crimson. I smiled slightly at the sight, not noticing the bathroom door open slightly, "Jihyun?"
It was him. My heart stopped and guilt covered my body like a warm blanket on a cold winter night. I cleaned off the knife and hid it in my bag, then cleaned off my arm, but I was caught.
My wrist was grabbed. "Jihyun?" His voice was, confused, "Why are you doing this?" He asked, his voice breaking. He was, crying? "You wouldn't understand." I mumbled, "If this is about HooSin, I'll make him stop. Please, don't do this."
He was crying. "Why are you crying? You haven't gone through years of bullying like I have! You haven't been called a freak! You're too perfect! I should be crying..." Eunwoo's eyes were soft, and glazed over with tears.
"You haven't noticed yet? You haven't seen the fights I've had with HooSin?" I looked up at him, and shook my head. "Every time he pushes you or makes fun of you, I yell at him. He and I get into fights every day because of what he does to you. I love you Jihyun."
My eyes widened and I looked away, "And this......this.....hurts me." Eunwoo lightly grazed his finger over my cuts, "Don't do this ever again. Now that you're mine, I'll protect you." He pulled me to him and embraced me. Something I had wanted for years.
"I promise. I swear I'll protect you." He kissed my forehead, "Now, let's get you cleaned up." Eunwoo pulled away from me and took my hand in his, and led me down the hall to the nurses office.
The nurse wasn't inside so Eunwoo grabbed the first aid kit and some gauze. He cleaned my arm up and wrapped the gaze around it. After my arm was all wrapped up, Eunwoo kissed it and then my forehead. "Promise me you'll never do this again." He stuck out his pinky, and I latched mine onto his, "I promise." Eunwoo smiled and leaned over to my face, "I love you." He said again, making my heart flutter, "I love you too."
Eunwoo smirked and closed the space between us, pressing his lips onto mine. I smiled and kissed him back. We stayed like that for a minute, then Eunwoo pulled away and smiled, lacing a strand of hair behind my ear. He kissed my nose and I giggled, "Come on," He looked at the clock, "We better get back to class."
He took my hand and led me back to class. When we walked inside, all eyes were on us and our hands. Eunwoo leaned down to me and whispered, "I'll protect you." He took me back to my seat, and went back to his to grab his things, then he sat by me. I smiled at him and he smiled back, taking my hand in his once more.
Cha Eunwoo is beautiful and flawless. But he's something way better. He's mine.
