JIKOOK ONESHOT BOOK

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it was late at night 2am to be exact and jungkook was laying in his bed thinking, so much damn thoughts in his head prevent him from sleeping.

why does he always have to screw, things up? why can't I just tell him? why do I always say the wrong thing? why can't I just be a normal boy?

everytime jimin would come around jungkook would either say something stupid it do something like pushing him away, or worse making his jimin's favorite smile fade when jimin wants to hang he tells him he busy which he never is he just on his phone or in his room mumbling about how stupid he is.

so there he is at 2:30am trying to figure out the best way to finally tell jimin he loves him, he needs to tell him even if he gets rejected he doesn't care this whole thing is killing him inside, he just wants to scream.

he's not even sure if the other members will accept the fact that he's gay and he's in love with his bandmate, what it do to them if someone finds out what will happen to bangtan, but jungkooks doesn't seem to care beacuse he loves jimin.

it's not something he can just forget about, he tried for 2 years already, it hasn't worked, he hated himself for falling in love with a boy, with jimin but he in fact loves the feeling he gets when jimin is around him, the butterflies in his stomach, when he looks at him with those beautiful eyes...that beautiful eyes smile jungkook loves so much.

they have a photoshoot tomorrow and jungkook can't seem to sleep, so he decided to go into the kitchen to get a glass of water.

he didn't expect to see his hyung there, especially at 2:30am in the morning, maybe he can...no but maybe he can talk to him.

"Hey hyung why you up so late?"

"Ah, hey kookie and im just nervous about tomorrow and namjoon is snoring so loud I swear how can anyone sleep, how did you even survive it?"

"I use ear plugs or just listen to music, seems to tune him out, seokjin-hyung you never get nervous, I mean not for photoshoot that is."

"I need to take notes on that, and true but it's with my new hair color and what if army's don't like it?"

"Hyung they would love it, you know it's a great color on you it makes your eyes pop, makes you more handsome if that's even possible."

"Kookie you're too cute but we should go to bed, and you better get back to your room before jimin notices you're gone."

"Ah yeah I will, goodnight hyung"

"Goodnight jungkook"

both of the members went back to there rooms, jungkook used to share a room with namjoon but seokjin suggest that every switch rooms so they put there names and numbers in a hat and picked out who was with who.

and jungkooks so had to say he wanted to pick last only to get picked with jimin he hated and loved the idea more time with jimin and but also more time for him screw up like he always did.

4am when jungkook finally decided to fall alseep, he needs to be up in like 1 hour but he couldn't help it , he already knows he gonna look like a dead zombie tomorrow but he doesn't care.

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"kookie wake upppp"

there it was, that beautiful angel voice  one he loves so much trying to wake him but he's too tired.