Wrong Turn

Things happen for a reason

Comes to find out I was pregnant. I was in shock and depressed because I didn't know what to do as you may realize I said "was" pregnant , i'm not anymore i lost the baby due to my careless mistakes I still think of her I had a name already picked out It was a girl named Ivy'Marie. I lost her when I was 6 months It broke my heart but maybe I wasn't ready for a baby or maybe it's actually my fault and I don't want to take the blame. Who knows ? As you know I have been through rape by my father and friends and i have been pregnant. You think my life is hell wait till  you hear about it now the 16 year old me. I'm a sophomore which I stated in the beginning. I never told you guys but I right in my journal everyday , i knew it would get published once someone found it after i died. That's why i kept up with it. Ha I bet you thought I was back from the dead ? No i'm not I just knew what would happen maybe i'm psychic....Lol just kidding. I joke a lot sorry.But where was I ? so do you want to know how I died or no ? You know that whole thing about me saying i'm not a ghost ? I lied Lmfaoooo! dude how would I be telling you how I died if i'm not a ghost....suspense.