A New Life With You (Harry Styles Fanfic)

CHApter 18 Ignorance

Ok so the drama between the two is like.....WOAH! Harry please don't ever do that with Sunshine. Here goes chapter 18

Harry's POV

Love is something you always feel in your heart. Love is like a feeling you can't overcome. Love is always the answer to everyone's problems. Love is always there to let you realize that he or she is the one for you. Love can replace friendships and turn them into more than friends. But Love can be messed up in way by being confused with the feelings the person has.

Have you ever felt like everything you did was right, but you just don't know if it's also wrong in a good or a bad way.

Well I thought everything I did was right and everything went okay, but what happened yesterday was all wrong. I made myself look like a jerk infront of her. The way I told her my feelings about her. I even defended her. I just feel like she wasn't believeing of what I have said or done to her and if I were her, I would tell myself the true feelings behind all of this. She thought that I'm one of those guys who play around with the girl's feelings and make them feel like their a toy or something.

I know that me and Taylor are together, but that doesn't change my feelings for Sunshine. I have never felt like this over a girl who I just opened my eyes and see the reality of what kind of love I am looking for.

Sunshine is sweet, lovable and pretty. Taylor is bossy, spoiled and dare I say it slutty. I'm comparing these girls to see if I really opened up and see the real love everyone feels.

She maybe has never seen the real sweet side of me that she has never seen before.

"The good news is that she has feelings for you mate" Zayn said.

"The bad news is that she has lost it and you are done" Niall said.

"Dude" Liam hit his chest.

"She probably hates me now, after what I said" I ran my hands through my hair. A few tears  were running down my face. The guys noticed and gave me comforting hugs.

"C'mon mate let's go to school and dry those tears up" Louis always makes me happy.

We all got inside the car drove off to school.

When we arrived in school, before I got out of the car, something popped into my mind.

I got a hold unto Louis' arm "Wha-What if she's there?"

"Don't worry Haz, were right here" Louis said.

As we were about to enter the entrance of the school, we saw what I didn't feel like seeing. I saw her with.......Andrew?

"What the?" Niall said. Before we see them come inside the school, I dragged the boys near the bushes to hear their conversation. We just sat there like idiots evesdropping, but hey 'evesdropping' is my middle name.

They were close to the entrance when their lips touched. Me and Louis stared with wide eyes. The kiss. It was the most romantic thing a  guy would ever do to a girl. But that should be me kissing her and enjoying it. I did enjoy the kiss we had. 'Stop it Harold' who's that? 'your inner voice. keep quiet and don't make a sound'

Their lips parted and Sunshine's lips formed a big smile, but behind that smile is filled with sadness and anger.

 I can sense she doesn't love him whole-heartedly. But I'm not sure if they are together, are they?

"I love you" Andrew said. "I love you too" she said.

"Why you little-" I was cut off by Louis' hand covered my mouth and signalling mo so shut up.

"So my family wanted to meet you and they wanted to know if you can spend dinner with us tonight?" Andrew asked knowing she would say yes. "Of course. I would love to meet my boyfriend's parents"

The boys stared at me with really wide eyes. They ended their conversation with a long yet short kiss. "See you at lunch my princess" "See you at lunch too my prince"

I think I was gonna throw up.

They entered the school which left us in the bushes.

"Ok Haz, take a deep breath in-" I cut him off with my outburst of anger I guess "ANDREW?!?! SHE FUCKING PICKED ANDREW OVER ME?!"

"Now Now Harry. Language" Liam said while holding both of my shoulders to calm me down.

"HOW THE HELL ANDREW WAS HER BOYFRIEND. I SHOULD BE THE ONE WHO KISSED HER LIKE THAT, I SHOULD BE THE ONE WHO CALLED HER PRINCESS AND I SHOULD BE THE FUCKING ONE WHO IS SO CALLED 'HER BOYFRIEND' "

"Harry stop cursing and let's get inside. Homeroom is what you need" Zayn said.

We entered the school and we entered Homeroom. The dreadest part of it is that I have to sit with her.

I hope she doesn't notice me. I hope she doesn't notice me.

I was about to go to my sit when....

"Hey Sunshine" Niall greeted her. I slapped his chest making it hurt for him. "Oh hey guys" she greeted back while not looking at me and focusing on the boys.

"We saw you with a guy before yo enetered Homeroom. Who was he?" Niall said. I slapped his chest again.

"Oh him? He's....uhmmm...my....my boyfriend"

Oh dear God.

"Andrew was it?" Niall said enough so I hit his chest one more time and let me tell you it really hurts for him.

"Yeah" she blushed.

I went over to my desk next to her and the whole Homeroom period she never even looked at me or take a glance at me. I knew what I did was wrong, but ignoring me is hurtful too. So I find a way to talk to her by sending a note. You know the one I wrote her since the first day.

I wrote a note to her saying:

Hey cutie. This was the first time I called you since the first day of school. Look I'm sorry and can we talk for awhile. I'm sure that you would say yes. Please? :(xx                     Harry

I slipped it on her desk while she was focusing on her book.

She gave it back to me saying:

Sorry, but I'm not allowed to talk to you since that day.

She hates me now and there's nothing I could do.

When will this nightmare ever gonna end.

 Sorry guys, but I have to sleep. I have school tomorrow.

Sorry it's short, i ran out of ideas.

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-Pia =))