The Player (A Chris Brown Love Story)

12.Let's Start Over

Recap

We high five each other. After we got off we decided to eat at the food court. Then I went back I seen Chris he was smoking something. I got out of the car and closed it and started to walk away. But Chris called me.

Back to the story

Chris pov

   Man I fucked up. I need to talk to belle. I didn't mean any of it. I didn't take my pill I forgot. I was smoking.
     Thinking about how much I hurt her. Then I saw her car showed up. She looked at me disgusted. After she got out of the car. She was about to walk away. I put out my blunt.

Chris- belle (I yelled)

  She stopped and turned around to look at me. I ran up to her

Belle- what Chris

Chris- I need to talk to you

Belle- why I thought I was just nothing to you

Chris- that's not true (I sighed and scratched the back of my head)

Belle- oh is it Chris

Chris- belle I didn't mean any of that

Belle- I don't believe you
She was about to walk away I have to tell her this

Chris- belle I'm bi polar

   She stopped. I walked up to her. She turned around.

Belle- prove it

   I knew she was going to say that. I grabbed her hand gently. She pulled away.

Chris- (I sighed) cmon

  We walked to my room in silence. I unlocked the door. I opened it for her. She walked in slowly. I closed the door. She sat on the bed.

Belle- are you going to prove it

  I opened my bathroom cabinet. I took the pill bottles out. I showed her them.

Belle- Chris why didn't you tell me (she said softly)

Chris- cause belle I don't want people pitying me or sympathy for me like I'm forcing them to be with me

Belle- I wouldn't do that to you Chris I'm not like other people you (she said it softly)

Chris- I know (I turned around and leaned against the wall) I know...but belle I really didn't mean it yesterday I forgot to take my pills yesterday so I didn't mean to be such a monster to you (I said it softly I pressed my head on the wall closing my eyes)

  It was quiet. I felt arms wrapped around me. She was hugging me.

Belle- Chris I want to start over with us and your not a monster

Chris- (I was shocked that wanted to do that) so do I

Belle- but I want to be friends first so we can get to know each other more properly

   I have to agree with her. Even though I don't want to be just friends with her. But she is right. I don't know anything about her. So let's be friends!

Chris- ok (I smiled hey it's better then us not talking to each other) can we start now but first a hug

Belle- sure Chris (she giggled giving me a hug)

     She sat on the bed crossing her legs like a pretzel. Resting her body on my head board. I sat next to her. But I laid down instead.  Hours and hours past we talked about everything.
     We were having so much fun. I like talking to her. She's so comfortable to talk to and she is so beautiful too. I kept starring at her.

Belle- what

Chris- I'm just studying natural beauty that's all

She was blushing. She put her head down and started fiddling with her fingers. That's when I got a call from Marcus. I answered it pissed.

Chris- what the fuck you want now

Marcus- first of all who da fuck you think your talking to

Chris- you nigga now tell me the fuck you want

Marcus- we got a delivery tonight for 20k

Chris- damn Marcus

Marcus- (chuckling) yea Chris I'm sending you the address make sure you come heavy we don't know if shit is about to go down

Chris- a'ight (I hanged up)

     I have another terrible secret that I'm keeping from belle. My boys already know that I'm drug dealer. I started this shit when I was 10. It was to help me and my mom get by my mom. She doesn't know though.
    She thinks that a friend of mine is just giving charity. So I like to keep it that way. I got up from the bed and took off my shirt. I forgot belle was there.

Chris- uh belle you need to go baby girl

Belle- aww but why Chris we were having so much fun talking (she whined)

Chris- cause I got work to do

Belle- oh I understand ok Chris bye

Chris- bye baby girl

     I hugged her and she left. I put on my bullet proof vest. Then a black shirt and puffy jacket with some jeans on. I put my guns in my waist bands. I walked out making sure no one is following me.
      I went to my car and started it and drove off. I put the gps coordinates in from the text I received from Marcus. I reached my destination. Marcus was on the hood of his car with his boys around him. I got out the car.

Marcus- wassup baby boy

We dapped

Chris- sup (I nodded to everyone)

Marcus- you loaded

I showed them my gun

Marcus- smart boy

Chris- so where these niggas at

Marcus- they should be here... (He looked at his watch) right now

    That's when cars showed up. There was like 2 they parked and got out there was 4 guys coming out of each one. Then a guy in a suit came out.

Marcus- (started laughing so was his boys what the fuck is so funny) August I should of known your bitch ass was the one

August- Marcus show me some love you know I'm the best buyer I pay a lot

Marcus- (smiling) I know but I also know you a con mon too

August- wow I'm known (he started laughing) boys I'm known (he yelled to his boys they started laughing)

Marcus- lets cut to the chase shall we

August- (snapped his fingers) we shall

  A guy went into the car and took out to brief cases.

Marcus- open them (they think we stupid)

August- fine open them

   He did there showed the cash Marcus whistled.

Marcus- manti get the drugs

   He did he grabbed two pillow cases out of my car.

August- show me it

  Marcus reached into the bag and threw him one.

August- (catched) mmmm! Exchange

  We did

August- (walking away with the drugs) well this was fun gentlemen we should do it again sometime 

    With that they vanished in the cars driving away. Marcus threw me one of the brief cases. 

Marcus- it's all your baby boy

Chris- thanx

     I dapped him and drove off. I got back to the college. I went to my dorm. I sighed as I locked the door. I pulled off my shirt as I yawn.
     I pulled my pants down and laid down. Aye a nigga tired after he goes to work.