I Can't

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Monica
After Marion left I went to go to the kitchen cause a bitch was hungry. I stopped when I noticed Marion left his phone. I put on my tights and a hoodie with some slides and went to take Marion his phone. He said he was going to the hospital. Soo I guess I'll give it too them there. I left out the house got in the car and went to the hospital.

Marion
"I'm sorry your child has died" the doctor said.
"Shit" I mumbled.
"How" Kiya asked.
"She died due to complications I guess Jalisa was going thru a lot of stress and it was to much for the baby." The doctor said.
I didn't notice I was crying til a tear landed on my hand. Then Jalisa woke up.

Jalisa
I woke up and my vision was a Lil blurry so I blinked a few times and I saw Marion,Kiya and the doctor.
"Is my baby gonna be alright" I asked.
"Umm No. The baby died." The Doctor said.
Tears formed in my eyes my first child gone and i didn't even get to see her. It felt like I had died to.
"I think I'll let y'all have some privacy." The doctor said as he left the room. Silence took over the room.
"Jalisa" Marion Said breaking the silence.
"What" I semi yelled.
"It's gonna be okay baby I promise."
"Marion why wasn't you there I was in so much pain and you wasn't there for me I wanted you by my side and you wasn't there. " I said with tears streaming down my face.
"Baby I know. I messed up. But I just want you too know that everything is gonna be okay." Marion said as tears ran down his face.
"He's right joules." Kiya said sniffling.
"Baby we can get through this together." Marion said.
"Where were you?" I asked.
"What?" Marion asked like he didn't hear me.
"Where were you when I needed you?" I asked getting angry."
"Baby I was at the mall."
"The mall closes at 9:00 you came home at 10 where the hell were you."
"I was- Marion got cut off my the door opening. Some girl came in I didn't know her thou. 
"Hey. " She said. I looked at Marion and he had a blank look on his face. Then I looked at Kiya and she had the same face as me.
"Umm Hey." Marion said.
"You left your phone at my house." She said. What the fuck.
"Is that the girl that answered ya phone Marion."
"Umm Yeah." Marion said low.
"Who is she." I finally got out.
"She's my friend." Marion said.
"Ok. Soo were you at her house?" I asked.
"Yes."
"And what did y'all do?"
"Nothing. But drink that's it."
I scanned his face and he looked like he was telling the truth. But part of me didn't believe him.
"Is this yo girlfriend." She asked.
"Yeaah." Marion said.
"Oh nice to meet you." She said.
"Hi." I said said blankly and low.
"Well I guess I'll get going." she said.
"Bye." Marion said.

the next day.
I had left the hospital and was finally going home. I was still hurting from the baby thing and I could tell Marion was too. We drove home in silence. We finally got to our drive way. I was about to get out when Marion grabbed me.
"Baby?" Marion said.
"What?"
"Can you please talk to me?" I sighed and walked to the house door and opened it. I don't wanna talk to Marion cause it's just gonna cause a argument.
"What the fuck did I do?" Marion asked. I didn't say anything.
"Oh so you just gone ignore me?" I still didn't say anything. Then he picked me up and place me on the counter.
"Leave me alone." I said.
"Now you wanna talk."
"Marion put me down right now."
"No. Your gonna talk to me."
"Okay. Fine you wanna talk. Let's talk. Let's talk about how you came in the house pissed at me for no fucking reason. Let's talking about how you was at that bitch house without telling me. Let's talk about that." I yelled getting in his face.
"Monica calm yo Lil ass down now cause you getting outa hand."
"Who the fuck is Monica?" I asked.
"I meant Jalisa." 
"Naah. Who the fuck is Monica."
"Monica is the girl you saw at the hospital. You happy now."
"Why were you at her house?"
"We were drinking that's all."
"Soo you rather drink with a bitch then to come home and make sure everything is okay." I yelled.
"Jalisa stop calling ha out ha name. Everything always gotta be my fucking fault. If you hadn't of let that Nigga Eli come in here maybe nun of shit wouldn't of been happening." Marion semi yelled.
"Now you know that's not fair you know I never wanted him in here I never- you know what I don't even have to explain myself to you. Your just full of shit." I yelled going upstairs to the bedroom slamming the door I just can't anymore. I layed down and cried myself too sleep.

This chapter got me in my feelings😂.

R.I.P Jasmine😔✊🏾

I Hope y'all liked this chapter.

And I decided to change Jalisa's Character (In MM).

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