I am a lightning bolt , and I know you can't handle me, because you're afraid of drizzles, but I'm the entire hurricane, suffocated in flesh and bone, waiting to unleash itself.
Crimsyy Copyright 2016
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It hurts to stay, but it hurts to leave, and on paper, the words find me, the words that maybe could put a name to whatever we are, because it is not "just friends"
We poke each other too much to be "just friends", your bag held my jacket too long to be "just friends", your hands stroked my hair two times more than "just friends"
And whenever you say "It's okay," my mind listens because at that moment when a wish and love are in a perfect paste, my mind feels okay...
So tell me why now, whenever I speak your name, my tongue burns, oh tell me when will you learn that people are not games, that if you keep pressing the reset button, a person might just vanish away...
You make me feel like the most beautiful flower, because it's always me you pluck from the dirt, it's always you that trims away all my hurt...
But in your hands, I die I've died a million times, And I can't find a drop of you in this ocean, am I swimming on my own? We're both sailors at sea, but you're steering this ship terribly, I do not ship the situation we're in,
How can love be fun, when we're both conflicted, our words restricted, over-addicted to overthinking, overtwisting every little thing, until I am not sure if I love you, and you're not sure if you want me...
But take it easy, it's not like I'm in despair, break me; force a scalpel into my heart, there's nothing of my own that I haven't repaired,
I'm caught between wanting to strip you of your breath, and wanting to keep you alive, even if it'd result in my death.
- Crimsyy♡
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