Extraction

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Force a scalpel into my brain,
I no longer want to
feel this pain,
this pain is not sweet,
or God forbid,
fucking poetic.

This pain tastes
of 12 am tears,
of 12 am almost-deaf ears,
I'm trying to blast you away
since you're not willing to stay,
and I'm pouring my heart out,
but that ain't enough for you
until I snap.

Tomorrow, I will wake up late,
and tomorrow, you won't
feel my ache,
you'll walk in with that
stupid smile I'd love to
erase from your face,
I'd love to be the reason you cry,
I wish my thoughts would shrink,
and I wish you'd be the one to think,
of what you're not fixing;
here's a hint;
the instructions to me
are not written in print,
your toolbox won't help you;

Can I comprehend you?
Can I unmask you?
Can I learn to hate you?
No.

I'll write some beautiful verses,
cast the most dramatic curses
from the darkest corners of my mind,
and yet consolation is
what they'll find.

- Crimsyy♡

- Crimsyy♡

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