Monster

Monster

(Skulduggery)

The secret side of me

I have a secret that I can never share.

I never let you see

I hide behind my ego, hoping you will never see the pain

I keep it caged

For now

But I can't control it

It gets harder every day

So stay away from me

I want you to be safe

The beast is ugly

All the deaths he has caused even to those closest to me

I feel the rage

Anger has always been my shortcoming

And I just can't hold it

And it knows that

It's scratching on the walls

Every day, little by little

In the closet, in the halls

It gets closer

It comes awake

You have seen it

And I can't control it

And we all know how well that turned out

Hiding under the bed

No escape

In my body, in my head

No place to hide from it

Why won't somebody come and save me from this?

No one knows

Make it end!

They can't

I feel it deep within

At the center of who I am

It's just beneath the skin

That's how close it is to the surface

I must confess that I feel like a monster

It is the truest side of me

I hate what I've become

I never wanted to be the bad guy

The nightmare's just begun

I feel like it never ended

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep

I want to share it with you

Hid under lock and key

No one should have to share the burden with me

I keep it caged

Stay there

But I can't control it

NO

Cause if I let him out

I did once before

He'll tear me up

What he did...no...what I did...was unforgivable

And break me down

And how could I ever live with myself after that?

Why won't somebody come and save me from this?

Is there anyone out there strong enough to help me?

Make it end!

Please?

It's hiding in the dark

I can feel it him in my mind...waiting

It's teeth are razor sharp

He wants to take from me

There's no escape for me

I always knew this would happen

It wants my soul,

As if he didn't already have his fill

It wants my heart

Run

No one can hear me scream

As I see the destruction he wreaks,

Maybe it's just a dream

No the blood is real

Or maybe it's inside of me

He controls me now

Stop this monster!

Save me please!

I must confess that I feel like a monster

I am the monster and he is me

I feel like a monster

Hello Skulduggery. Welcome back

Lord Vile...