The Balletist

Eleven

I still have no idea why we spent too much time walking if we are at 2:30 hours from the city.

- " Are we walking in circles, Ben?"
- " Maybe. I don't know."
- " I'm scared."
- " Why?"
-" I'm scared of losing my family, of dying in the way to find my family, I'm just scared of everything. I'm weak."
- " No. You aren't weak, you are just scared and that why you say all this."

I sat down and start thinking about Ella, Mom, Dad and me.
I'm scared and I've never being this scared in my whole life.

- " Well, stand up and let's follow the letter's instructions."
- " Yeah just let me take a breath and let's go."

Ben took a deep breath and stand up; but he was pale and looked like if he was going to throw up.

- " Are you ok, Ben?" I said desesperatelly.
- " Yeah, I am."
- " No! Come with me, you brough some energetic juices and medicines, so I'm going to give you some."
- " Why do you do this?"
-" Do what?"
-" Helping me in this."
-" Because you are helping me find my family and I love you, you didn't let me down more than 4 times, so I'll not let you down."

Ben kissed me on the cheek while I was searching some cotton.