I just ran and ran trying to get rid of so much pain, trying to run away from the sistem. They say: 'You must not fail' like this is some kind of stupid encouragement being said to make people feel better. But let me tell you something: It doesn't and this is just a knightmare.
When you try to run away from somewhere you gotta be very smart. You know, think about everything. But when this place is perfectly "safe" your confidence starts to get lost.
The sistem doesn't want you to get out, because the sistem is perfect. But perfection cannot happen without being cruel, so the sistem is cruel.