Psycho "Love"

Bloody Party

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Screams echoed through the cave, ugh.. They're amazing. I laughed as he screamed. I sliced his arms as his sweet blood trickled to the floor. "Awe, don't die on me, we're having fun" i smiled more and shredded through his shirt, watching the strands float to the floor. "Oh-" i trailed off, i brushed my fingers over his torso and cocked my head. "you're so damn pretty baby, you love me right?"

I slide the blade up his torso and carve an L into the left of his chest. He keeps moving, how rude! I pout and slam the blade into his hand. "Baby, don't move!" Taking the blade out of his hand slowly, blood trickles from the tip of the blade and pours out the top of his hand. I move the blade back to his chest and carve an O, V, and E, seeing the blood fall from the letters i giggle and glance up at him, "now we be in Love forev- awe.. You died on me?" I pout and stand up. "What a waste."

I run my fingers along his jaw line and smile at his pail face. His face was definitely masculine, brown hair, light green eyes. I leaned in next to his neck, he smelled of sweet blood and cinnamon. My hand ran through his messy hair and i leaned back "don't miss me baby"

I wondered away from him and made it to my table. I placed my blade on top of a blood stained cloth under all the blades. I smiled as i tipped the blade and watched the fresh crimson blood run down it. Too bad he couldn't play anymore, i was having fun..

I sigh and let go of the blade, the clink of metal resonating through the hollow space around me.

Lets find another! They always seem so weak.. I want a.. Stronger love, maybe he'll last this time.

I smile to myself, yes.. I want him stronger. I want my baby again. I turn to him with repulsion. "You looked better earlier Love" i smile and walk up to him, undoing the straps around his limbs. "I know how to make you look better" i push him out of the chair and drag him by his legs "watch your head!" I giggle and pull him along to outside towards the wooden doors, just a few meters into the trees. I stop and swing open the doors, pushing him down into the darkness and hearing the hit of the ground.

I close the doors and walk through the rain to the cave once again, my feet pat at the soft, wet, ground and the pitter of rain hits the leaves of the trees. I enter the cave and pick up my bag, i turn to leave and let out a small laugh, i cock my head to the side and look back at the chair and table, they always seem to be smiling at me. I'll see you again, and i'll get my Love here, he'll play with me here!

I'll get you my Love.

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I open my house door and walk in, leaving my wet shoes by the door and sliding off my bloody jacket to hide from view.. Im supposed to be clean. I wipe my hair out of my eyes and head up stairs to my bedroom.

I slip out of my school clothes and grab clean pajamas in my hands, i frown at the ragged clothes on the floor.

I Can't let my Love see me in such filthy clothes.

I throw the dirty clothes into the washer and head to the bathroom to shower. I think about tomorrow.. Oh how I can't wait!

I'm smiling like an idiot, but i will find you my Love.

I change into the pajamas i set aside into the bathroom and step out. My mom, she's drunk again, she's entered through the front door, i can practically smell the alcohol from up the stairs. I proceed to my bedroom and lock my door, laughing to myself, i lay in bed and listen to the distinct rummage of my So Called Mother, i wish i could just kill her already. She's practically useless to me, all the does is go out, work, pay rent, and spend the rest at the bar, beating me whenever she feels like it. So.. Why bother keeping her alive?

Besides all the thoughts running through my head i feel drowsy, feeling myself forget about my thoughts, beginning to drift. I fall asleep into the darkness of dreams.

Now.. For tomorrow, i will find my Love!