Tainted Love (BWS)

Sixteen.

Violets POV:

"Baby, it's been a week don't you think you should go back to college?" My mums asks as she bring in another cup of tea.

"I don't want to" I said sitting on my window ledge staring out of it. I'm not sure what I was waiting for? Maybe for Brad to come climbing through my window covered in blood and bruises, telling me his sorry and how much he needs me. But it's been a week and.. I don't think his coming.

"Violet.. You have a visitor" mum said as she opened my door.

"Brad!" I jump up and turn around hoping the curly haired boy would be standing at my door.

"Oh sorry Jamie, I thought you was erm" I said sitting back down on the ledge.

"I've missed you in English" he said siting on the edge of my bed facing me whilst I faced out the window.

"Sorry I haven't been well"

"Yeah they say heartbreak is pretty lethal" he paused. "Come on Vi, forget him! Whatever he's done, you can move on and forget him!" He said joining me on the ledge.

"You wanna know what he done?"

He nodded.

"I caught him with my own eyes cheating on me"

"Does it count as cheating? I mean where yous even properly together?"

"You don't understand! Your just like everyone else! You don't understand us! No one will!" I shout at him until I burst into tears.

"It's okay Vi" he try's to soothe me.

"You should probably go, he's gonna be here soon" I said continuing to look out the window.

"Vi, I saw him down at the Albion pub when I was on my way here.. I don't think he's coming"

"Can you just go please" I croaked out, shutting my eyes tightly to stop the tears, when I opened them Jamie was gone.

I open my window all the way and dangle my legs outside whilst lighting a cigarette.

"Fuck this" I mumbled under neath my breath and with one swift motion I gripped onto my cigarette box and climbed down my house till I was standing on the floor. I decided if Brad wasn't gonna face up to what we are I was gonna make me!

The walk to brads from mine wasn't long, about 10 minutes. I was nervous but my anger was masking it as I reached his house, I looked up at his bedroom window and saw the light on.. This is it now Violet, no turning back. I through my cigarette butt on the floor and started climbing up to his room. I looked in the window and saw he wasn't in there so I quickly pushed open the window and pulled myself in. I sat on his bed waiting for him to appear.

"Fuck!" He jumped as he walked into his room to see me.

"Hi Bradley"

I couldn't help but notice that green jumper I've come to adore hanging from the top of half of his body whilst the rest was only covered by his boxers, I looked up at the bun sitting ontop of his head and tried my hardest not to smile and that little bundle of hair that I love.

"Violet, what are you doing here?" I didn't expect him to be so shocked to see me, like he always tells me when we're fucking it's you and me babe, it's always gonna be you and me.

"Fuck you! I waited at my window for a whole week for you! To show up and apologies like you always do so I could forgive you like I always do! But you never came!" I slowly break down infront of him. "You never came"

"I thought you didn't wanna see me" he said without making eye contact.

"Of course I did" I mumbled. "Why do you keep doing it Brad? Am I not enough?" The tears don't seem to be stopping.

"Of course you are Vi, that's what scares me! These.. These feelings they scare me so I have to go out and fuck another girl, to try and stop this this.."

"Fire" I answer for him.

"Yeah, fire"

"So where do we go from here?" I ask flopping onto his bed, sighing.

"I don't know" I said flopping down beside me.

I could feel the warmth coming off his body, it sent chills down my spine.

I should get up and leave

Was the only thought running round my head, but one small gesture made that stop, as Brad placed his hand ontop of mine and dragged me into his chest, wrapping his arms around me and kissing the top of my head. I couldn't think, I didn't know what to think, all I knew was I'm falling for this guy holding me right now and I don't ever want him to let me go.

But I fear he will again.