SKINNY LOVE: A Jacob Sartorious FanFic

Party Of Tears And Revenge

**GEO'S POV**
The reason I wanted to talk to Lily was because I saw something that I shouldn't of seen. If I see Jacob again I swear I'm going to smack his face into the ground for what he did.

*knock knock*
I frown as I walk over to the door because I was excepting anyone to visit. I slowly open the door, and to my surprise.
"Lily!?"
"Hey, can I come in?" She says in her soft, innocent voice
"Uhmm, yeah sure, come on in" I step aside so she can walk in
"Is everything okay?" I ask concerned
"Yeah, I just wanted to hear what you wanted to say earlier. I'm sorry for cutting you off, it just wasn't the right place to talk" she smiles gently
"Don't worry about it, I understand" I smile back
"My feelings are all over the place right now, and I don't know why I'm talking to you about it, but I think you are the one that understands me the most..." She pauses and takes a breath
"I never understood why you did what you did to me, and I should hate you for it, but I don't. I have found a way to see the good in you where other people can't. I know you couldn't care less about me but I just wanted to say that I don't hate you, in fact I care a lot about you, and I don't know why" she smiles faintly, she looks into my eyes for a little while then gets up to leave, I grab her wrist and stop her
"Jacob cheated on you..." I blurt out, she freezes
"He what?" She said frowning
"I caught him with a fan in the elevator, I'm so sorry lily. I thought he would've told you by now" she looks down at her feet and falls to the ground
"Why does this always happen to me?" She sobs
"Lily I-" she cuts me off
"FIRST YOU NOW JACOB! IS THERE A MASSIVE SIGN ON MY FOREHEAD THAT SAYS CHEAT ON ME? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS? WHAT COULD I BE DOING SO WRONG? I LOVED YOU BOTH SO MUCH AND YOU TURN AROUND AND SPIT IN MY FACE. I MAY AS WELL NOT EVEN BE HERE SINCE NO ONE CARES OR LOVES ABOUT ME!! I'M DONE WITH FEELING USELESS" she screams into her hands as hot tears stream down her face. She gets up and runs out of the door.

**JACOB'S POV**
I leave my room to go speak to Geo about what happened before with the elevator situation.

I'm nervous because I don't know how he is going to react. I break out of my thoughts from the sound of thumping feet and tiny whimpers. I turn the corner and someone slams into me, I hit the ground hard with force and lay there for a couple of seconds till the dizziness goes away. My eyes start to adjust as I see a girl crying her heart out on the floor.

"Lily?" I ask concerned, she doesn't answer
"Lily? What happened?" Still no answer
"Babe tell me what's wrong!"
"How could you" she whispers
"What are you talking about?" Oh shit, she knows
"I did everything I could to show you how much I loved you. Was it not enough for you? Was this relationship all just a joke to you Jacob?" Sh looks up at me with fire in her eyes
"I'm guessing Geo told you" I said looking down at my feet
"That's it? That's all your going to say? Not 'I'm so sorry baby' or 'I don't know what I was thinking'? You know what Geo did to me and how much it destroyed me and yet you go out and do the exact same thing!" Her sadness turns into anger now
"Look Lily, I'm so-" she cuts me off
"Save it Jacob. I never want to see or speak to you again" I loo at her with sympathy, she starts to walk away but I grab her hand and pull her back, she turns to face me and slaps me across the face. I deserve it.

I don't deserve her.

**LILY'S POV**
I check my phone to see messages from everyone asking where I am

Markey boy💩: Hey lily, are you okay? Where are you?
BEST FRAND👭(Loren): Everyone is here. Where are you? xx
Zachy poo👻: lilyyyyy, girl where are you? The party ain't starting until ur her so up with that makeup and get yo ass down here mama🤑
Ariel😘🌎: hey hun, it's been 2 hours, where are you?
Geo😈: *6 unseen messages* *12 missed calls*
Lily, please answer you phone.

Don't go and do something stupid before you regret it, just please answer the phone so we can talk.

Okay stay where you are I'm coming to find you.

Lily, I'm worried about you. Please tell me where you are so I can help you

Lily please😥 I'm scared for what you might do to yourself.

Please talk to me and let me help

I reply to them all saying that I'm fine and that I'll be back soon, but I didn't respond to Geo's. I need some time to think.

15 minutes later I return to the room with everyone pacing around.
"LILY WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN?" Mark shouts and runs up to give me a hug
"I-I texted you saying that I'll be back soon" I replied
"I know but we've all been worried sick!!" He is still hugging me, I look over behind marks shoulder to see Geo starring at me
"What are you doing here?" I pull away from Mark
"He told us what Jacob did" Zach said standing up
"You what?" I walk towards Geo
"Why would you tell them? I was going to tell them when I was ready to face it" I mini shout
"Lily, I'm sorry. I'm just worried about you"
"Well stop worrying because I'm fine! You've done this to me before and yes it hurt like hell but I got through it! So you can't tell me wether I'm okay or not because you've never gone through this!" Everyone is silent and the watch me try to hold myself together, a small tear runs down my face, followed by another one and another one.
"I'm sorry, I just can't do this right now" I turn around and run into the bathroom and lock the door. I put on my earphones and play Paralyzed by NF on repeat on the loudest volume (new fav song rn, I've put it up the top so you guys can listen to it).

I just let myself fall apart for the next couple of hours, just trying to gather why this keeps happening to me and why I'm never good enough. People keep on knocking on the door and try to burst their way through, but I just ignore it. I continue. to lay in the bathtub just starring at the wall emotionless and not knowing what to do, I can't believe Jacob would actually do this to me. My sadness turns into anger and then I become furious.

I jump up onto my feet, burst open the bathroom door, walk past everyone as they stare at me and barge open the hotel door. It's time for revenge.