Jealous. Kousei X Tsubaki

Jealousy

Hey everyone! I might as well introduce myself, as I'm gonna be with you for a while. My name is Tsubaki Sawabe. It's nice to meet you. I'm not quite sure who you are, or why your here, but I have a story to tell, and I'm gonna tell it no matter what. So sit back and enjoy, or leave and find something else to do. Either way, I'm going to wait for someone who will listen to me... So your going to stay? Great! Then let's get started.

"Ruff, ruff." The echo of the neighbours dog's bark ran all through the neighborhood... At five thirty AM. I slowly open my eyes and adjust to the light of my reading lamp I forgot to turn off last night. I manage to pull myself out of bed and look out my window. It was a grey day, and it looked like it was going to rain. I looked at my bedside clock astonished by the number that glared back at me. A red, digital, 5:36 AM stared right back at me as if to warn me about what was coming. Sure it was early, but at least I had gotten some sleep last night. I haven't slept for the past week and four days. It was about that long ago that I realized I wanted to be more than friends with my childhood buddy Kousei Arima. I couldn't sleep cause' of the haunting thought. Or was it the jealousy? Why would I be jealous you ask? Kousei is in love with my other friend Kaori. Ugh. Scratch that, ex-friend. They love eachother. I just know it. They might as well be screaming into a mega phone: "I am Kousei Arima!" "And I am Koari Miyazono!"
"And we love eachother!!!"
The more I think about it the more my rage bubbles up inside me, and my feelings for Kousei grow stronger. I feel a rush of adrenaline and I tear my sheets off of my bed. "AAAAAAAAAGGH!" I scream angrily at the top of my lungs. I spring to the door and lock it in an attempt to block out sound. "Tsubaki?" What's going on?" My mom yells. I don't reply. I grab a softball trophy. I open my window and swiftly chuck it at Kousei's bedroom window which slightly cracks. I slam my window shut and quickly switch my grip to a small brown wooden frame with a picture of me and Kaori in it. I scream into it. "I WISH YOU WERE DEAD! CAN YOU HEAR ME KOARI!? DEAD! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOUR GUTS!" I slide down to my floor in a crouched up position. I put my hands on my face and cry. I cry for thirty minutes straight. Tears were streaming from my eyes. I suddenly hear a knock at my bedroom door. "Go away" I say quietly but with a hint of anger in my voice. "It's Kousei." He replies with a sad tone in his voice. I get up and unlock the door and sit on my bed. Kousei opens the door and immediately speaks. "Tsubaki... Kaori... Kaori's dead." I look into his eyes worriedly... And I faint.

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Hey guys! So that was chapter one of "Jealous." I plan to work on this story a lot and make it very good so if you liked this, you have something to look forward to! Sorry this chapter was so short, I promise they will be longer in the future. I also apologize for this chapter being so dark, and as this is a love story, it will definitely lighten up. Another disclaimer: there will definitely be spoilers for the original show in the future so make sure you finish the show before you read this, but make sure you come back!

ADVICE NEEDED: As I am a boy writing from a girls point of view, advice would be really helpful, so if you girls have any advice for me on how girls feel with love stuff please comment or message me.

As I am trying to make it in the writing world PLEASE leave a like and add this story to your library. Sorry for the begging, but tell you what. The first person to like this story will be incorporated into a chapter of this story so please like and tell me if you liked it first. Thanks for your time!
-Jax LaPoint