Sidemen one-shots (ON HOLD)

Simon X Vik

Vikk's POV:

Simon and I are hanging out in his room, sitting on his bed. We're just talking about how him and I should come out on YouTube.

Before you ask; yes, Simon and I are gay and we're also in a relationship. We've been going out for a year now and only the sidemen and our friends know about us.

When we decided how we're going to come out, I told him that I'm going to make my video now then go to bed.

Simon gave me a kiss before I went to my room.

I sat down on my gaming chair and started recording with just my face cam.

I explained to the camera that I'm gay, the story of how I found out that I was gay and that I'm in a relationship with Simon. The last thing I say is how Simon and I became a couple and exactly how long we've been dating for.

I don't edit the video and I publish it with the title "A different video"

When the video was rendering and uploading, I decided to go to bed.

When I woke up the next day I felt happy. It felt like weight has been lifted off of my shoulders.

I went downstairs to make brunch for everyone since it's almost 11:30. I made a huge breakfast and kept everything sealed in the fridge for when they all wake up.

I went on my phone on Twitter while I ate my food.

I've seen a few hate comments before I had enough and closed my phone. When I looked up I saw Simon walking down the stairs.

"Hey Si. What's up?" I ask him, trying to act like I'm not hurting inside but I am.

"Hey baby. I'm sorry I can't stay. The guys left early this morning and they want me to meet up with them. Do you want to come with me?" He asks and sits next to me.

"No. I'm okay. I'm not actually feeling that well. I'm just going to rest" I tell him. I hate lying to Simon. He's been nothing but nice to me since the day we met and I repay him by lying. But I don't want him to worry about me. "Go and hang out with the guys. I'll be okay" I tell him.

Simon kisses me on the lips softly. I kiss him back gently.

He grabs his car keys and phone before leaving. He leaves and locks the door for me.

I finish eating before I go back to my room and go on my computer on Twitter again.

I look at all the hate tweets and I start hating myself.

If you guys didn't know, I used to be Suicidal but then Simon came into my life and he made me feel happy.

Now, with the video i posted of me coming out, almost everyone is hating me.

I continue to read the hate comments and tweets for about an hour before I had enough and ran to the bathroom.

(This next part evolves self harm. So if you're sensitive to the subject please skip until there's more bold words)

I dig around in every drawer for one specific item that I haven't used in a long time.

I end up making a huge mess in the bathroom looking for one thing... A razor blade.

I hold the razor to my wrist and -

(It's good now. I didn't actually write the part where he did it)

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Simons POV:

I decided to go home a few hours early. I wasn't having much fun anyways. I just kept worrying about vik; is Vik okay? Does he want me to be there with him? Is he lonely? Did he eat? All of these question where in my head all day.

I walk into the house and look around for my boyfriend.

"Vik?" I shout.

"Vik? I'm home" I shout a little louder.

I look in his room after looking in the living room, kitchen and the bathroom. But he's not in any of those rooms.

I head to my room and Vik is laying there on my bed, holding a pillow to his chest.

But that's not the only thing on my bed. Blood. A lot of blood. Coming from his wrists.

"Vik!" I scream as I grab his hand keep pressure on his wrist as I call 9-1-1.

(As soon as I wrote that I heard sirens. Talk about timing)

When they hang up before saying that they're on their way, I stay by Vik.

I'm full on sobbing by the time the paramedics arrive. They bring Vik inside the ambulance and ask if I want to join.

I nod before hopping in and sitting next to the stretcher that my lifeless boyfriend is laying on.

The ambulance speeds off to the hospital while the paramedic that is sat in front of me asks me questions about Vik and what I think caused this.

I try to answer as many questions as I can.

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(Hours later)

It's been hours and I still don't know if Vik is okay or not. I'm currently in the waiting room with the sidemen and our friends as well as Vik's mom.

"Mr. Minter" a doctor says. I stand up quickly. "He's alright. He's awake now and you all can see him. But one at a time." The doctor says before walking away and telling us his room number.

I turn and look at everyone, wondering who's going to go first.

"You go sweetheart. You're his boyfriend" Vik's mom tells me.

I nod and run as fast as I can to Vik's room.

I open the door, walking into the room. I close the door behind me and look at Vik.

"Baby!" I walk over to him and hug him tightly, crying on his shoulder. "Oh my god" I pull away from him and hold both of his hands in mine.

"Vik, please promise me that you will never do that again" I look into his eyes.

He nods "I promise Simon" he says and I hug him again.

"Is there any room for me on the bed?" I ask him. He nods and makes room for me.

I lay down on the bed and he cuddles to me, his head on my chest and arm over my stomach.

I wrap my arm protectively around his waist.

"Vik?" I look at him.

He looks up "yea babe?"

"I love you so much" I tell him for the first time.

"I love you Simon" he says before he kisses me.

That's the first time we ever said 'I love you' to each other. I couldn't be any happier. 

(That's the end of this chapter. Hope you guys enjoyed)