Sidemen one-shots (ON HOLD)

Ethan X Josh

(Before this story starts, I just want to warn you guys that this one shot mentions self harm and anorexia. Also, I got this idea from a book that I'm reading. And In this story, Ethan lives at the sidemen house)

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Ethan's POV:

I haven't eaten anything in weeks. Whenever I do, I go to the bathroom and puke it out.

I don't like the way I look. I'm too fat. Even though the sidemen keep telling me that I'm too skinny for my own health.

Josh is the one who seems to care about me the most. He stays with me when I need someone, he always tells me how 'beautiful and perfect' I am but I can't believe him. I want to but I just can't.

Josh walks into my room and sits on my bed while I'm at my computer recording a game of FIFA 17. I notice him walk in so when I finish the game I'm playing, I end the video and stop recording. I then get up and turn my chair around so I'm facing the man that is trying to help me.

"Have you eaten anything today, Ethan?" He asks me softly.

"N-no. I..I'm not hungry.." i lie and my stomach betrays me by grumbling at the mention of food.

"Why don't I go make you a healthy salad? There aren't many calories in a salad" he says and looks into my eyes.

I nod slowly, not wanting to disappoint him "yea. Okay" I mumble.

He stands up, kisses my cheek and walks downstairs to make a salad for me.

Josh and I are really close. We do couple-y things (except make out and have sex) and he really shows me that he cares about me.

After a few minutes, Josh comes back into my room and hands me the decent sized bowl of salad. I thank him and actually begin eating it. I notice that he added some salad dressing. I'm assuming to add a few calories.

Josh smiles as he watches me eat. "I'm really proud of you Ethan. You've made so much progress since the last couple of months. You're eating more than you used to and I also haven't seen any fresh cuts on your arms either" he tells me.

I blush lightly. "Thank you" I say softly. He nods and takes the bowl from me when I've eaten everything.

What he does next certainly surprises me..

He leans in and he kisses me fully on the lips. I immediately kiss him back and place my around around his neck.

He pulls away after a few moments "Please believe me when I tell you that you're beautiful, Ethan. You're beautiful just the way you are. I don't care how much you weigh. As long as you're healthy" he tells me.

For once in my life I finally feel beautiful. And I have josh to thank for.

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I know this was extremely short but I haven't updated in a REALLY long time. The reason for that is because I've just been into a lot of books that I'm currently reading on here and I also have quite a bit of homework to do as well. I will try my best to update a little more frequently but I really could use some of your ideas that you have. I would love to include some ideas that my readers would like to see as well. So if you want to have your idea(s) in this book than please either leave a comment or message me your ideas.