Chapter 3: This Pain it Visits Almost Nightly

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SO SORRY I TOOK SO LONG!!! I had school and groundings and all kinds of stuff :( BUT IT'S HERE NOW! <3

And also...

NOTHING AGAINST JULIET AT ALL.

She's my hero and I love her. I have no idea why this fanfiction went this way xD

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Andy's POV:

I woke up and saw that we were driving again. Roxy was sitting in the front seat of the bus, staring out the window with her earbuds plugged in. I stood up and walked over to the front seat. I sit next to the chair and lay across her lap. She jumps, but quickly realizes it's me.

I slowly reached over and looked at her iPod, seeing that she was listening to Resurrect the Sun. I smiled and picked her up, chuckling at the little squeak that escaped her mouth as I sat down and set her in my lap. She dropped an earbud out of her ear and snuggled up into me.

"Hi." She whispered.

"Hello." I whispered back. "Are you doing okay?"

Roxy only nods and hides in my chest further.

"Roxy?" I question.

"Thinking about Juliet is really bugging me." She whimpers.

"Don't let it." I tell her. "You're safe with me now." Roxy nods. "Want lunch?"

"Yeah." She giggles. So I pick her up and throw her still giggling self over my shoulder as I walk to the kitchen area of the bus. I set her down at the table and start to get all the things out of the pantry and fridge. I set a knife down next to the Mayonnaise as I go back to grab the mustard. When I turn around I see her trying to use the dull knife to cut her wrist.

"No no no no no." I scold and snatch it out of her hands. She starts to cry and looks up at me.

"I-- I'm sorry!" She sobs, reaching her arms up to me.

She is nineteen isn't she? I ask myself as I pick her up into a hug. She sobs into my shoulder as the guys give me inquiring looks. She holds on around my neck, so I use my arms to signal that she'd tried to cut and they all sit there looking shell shocked.

"You okay Roxy?" CC asks, walking up to us and smiling warmly at her.

"I don't know." She whimpers.

"Why?" Jinxx asks as he walks up and takes his turn looking at her.

"I don't know." She answers.

"You sure?" He pushes, and she nods. He purses his lips and pats her back, walking back to his seat.

I help move her to my back and I finish making our sandwiches and carry her back to the front seat. She curls back up in my lap to eat.

"Rox, what's wrong?" I ask.

"I told you."

"Juliet isn't a problem now, it's okay." I assure her. "I'm all your's." I smile.

"I don't want to be a hog." She frowns. "You aren't my boyfriend, you can see other girls."

"I don't want to, I think I like you." I smile and she blushes. "Don't smile." I say in a mock serious tone. Her mouth curls up a bit but she holds it back and purses her lips. "I said don't smile." I smirk and she gets closer to smiling. "You better not smile." I grin and she bursts into giggles, stuffing her face into my shoulder. "Oh no, you smiled."

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