Drowning // KIANI ff { completed }

Chapter 11: i'm sorry

Will: Jordan, I'm sorry. I was drunk. She got me drunk. It was her not me I swear.
Jordan: you promise? I want to give you another chance but that's the second time now will. I can't keep letting you break my heart. I need someone who will love me forever. Never cheat on me and expect me to believe they did nothing wrong and will never do it again. I want to feel like I am loved not just a filler for someone else's broken heart.
Will: I won't cheat on you again. I won't trust anyone else anymore, only you. You are my only source of happiness, the rest of my happiness is gone now. I never want to see her again. Jordan, I love you. Please.
Jordan: ok. But this is the last time. I can't keep giving you chances for you to go and waste. My love is fragile.
Will: ok, I promise. Thank you Jordan I love you infinitely.
Jordan: I love you too.
Jasmin: will, please can we talk?
Will: what about jasmin? we have nothing to talk about.
Jasmin: about that night. Look I know you are mad but it wasent all my fault. Ok? You got yourself drunk. Remember what the doctor diagnosed you with? It was just that acting up. I promise I didn't purposely do it.
Will: YOU CANT BLAME THAT FOR WHY YOU GOT ME DRUNK AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME. STOP FUCKING LYING I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE UP TO!
Jasmin: what? What am I up to?
Will: you are jealous of our relationship so you got close to me so you could easily sneak in between us and ruin it. You planned the timing of when you got me drunk so you knew Jordan would call around then. You pressed accept on purpose. YOUR RUINED OUR RELATIONSHIP ON PURPOSE.
Jasmin: that's not you talking, will. You know the truth, but it's just the other you talking. The other you taking over.
Will: other me? WHAT OTHER ME?
Me you idiot.
What? Who is that? Wait, no. No your not back. I thought I got rid of you when u got back with Jordan.
You did, but I'm back. You didn't think I would leave forever did you?
No, no, no. Leave me alone! Get out of my head! Your not real!
Your right. I'm not real. But I hurt just as much as a real person. You can't get rid of me.
Why are you doing this to me? What did I do to deserve this?
Your a mistake. You hurt everyone you meet. All your friends hate you. You are so ugly and disgusting. You shouldn't be in this world. Why don't you just go die already?
GET OUT OF ME! I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!
Yes, yes. That's right. Kill yourself. End it all, you won't have to put up with me or your horrible friends. No one cares anyone so, they won't realise your gone. Just do it.
Jasmin: will? Will? Hello? Where did to go?
Jasmin: please say he is not back again. Will, please listen to me. He is not real. He is just a voice inside your head. Don't listen to him. He is trying to make you hurt yourself. You beat him once you can do it again.
Will: it's not a voice, it's me. It's me being logical and realising what I am to everyone. A whole load of nothing. They are right, I am a mistake.