Drowning // KIANI ff { completed }

Chapter 5: confessions

( hey it's been a while, sorry again my phone kinda glitched or something for most of today and I went camping for two days but here is a new chapter for you guys. Maybe double uploads? ;) <3 )

-+=+- Jordan's p.o.v -+=+-
I have been thinking about so much lately. Mainly will, of course; I just feel like sometimes it's not worth trying with him. Like the " kiss " , I thought I gave him enough time to think but he still rejected me. Now he doesn't even have enough faith to be in the same room with me without thinking I will try to get in him. I won't. I understand now that he needs space, and is that's what I have to give him, then so be it. I think I just need to talk to him for a bit- then I will realise how much he means to me.

As I hop onto ts, will isn't on yet but jasmin is. I have heard a lot about jasmin from will and she seems nice. They are best friends and have been since the.. You know. I get jealous sometimes but I don't mind. We actually have a lot in common. We both love the same type of music, we dress the same ( well as similar as it gets since I am a bit and she a girl ) , we live really close, the same street infact! Just seems like we were meant to be friends. We talk a lot- not as much and her and will, but I enjoy every minute with her.

I poke her to see how she is.
Jordan ( j )
Jasmin ( ja )

J: hey, how you doing?
Ja: good thanks. U?
J: not bad. It's been a while. What has happened in the life of jasmin since we last talked?
Ja: haha, well my parents have gone to Paris for their 20 year annervarsary, so I'm here alone and I am pretty sure sooner or later, I will need to get food but I can't drive yet. :(
J: I could go with you. I mema I can drive now and we practically live next to each other so it would be fine for me.
Ja: really? Well, thanks. Is tomorrow good?
J: of course! I will pick you up after school. Sound ok?
Ja: great! Well, see you then! I better record now. ( let's imagine she has a channel XD ) See you tomorrow jor.
J: jor? New pet name I see?
Ja: no, just sounds funny XD
J: well, by tomorrow, expect one for you too.
Ja: oh no. Ok well bye!
J: bye!

-+=+- will's p.o.v -+=+-
I get onto ts and poke Jordan so I can finally tell him how I feel. Ugh, I hope this is the right decision. I asked to call and he quickly replied with yes so I ask to start a call. Before I knew it, his face was on my screen and he spoke quietly, " hey will.. You ready to carry on? "
He sounded just as nervous as me. " uh.. Actually before we start, can I tell you something? " he replied with of course because he could tell whatever it was, was bugging me the longer I wasn't telling him. " well, I have been talking to jasmin, and she agrees with me that.. Well, Jordan. I love you. I can't possibly live without you. You mean the world to me. I'm sorry for blocking you out like I did. I was just scared that I was going to fast back into this. Can you forgive me? " I almost ranted.
" I was never angry at you. How could I? You are my world to! " Jordan laughed, making me giddy with excitement.
" I'm so happy it all works out! Well, do you wanna come around and carry on with our work? I'm lonely. " I pouted.
" I would love to. " he said staring into my eyes with a huge smile plastered across his face.

-+=+- time skip to when Jordan arrives cos I'm lazy -+=+-

" hey! " I run up to Jordan with my arms open, and my heart beating out my chest. It's been a while since I've been able to say Jordan is mine; it feels amazing to finally tell him how I feel. I reach him and squeeze him on impact pushing in into the ,luckily closed, door. I can feel his smile spreading across my collarbone. I Had never felt so amazing in my life knowing the one I loved, felt the same way.

( damn that was long overdue. Enjoy this kinda short chapter honestly. Sorry about that, I try to make them around 1000 words but it is hard when I'm tired and it's almost midnight XD anyway see you guys soon and make sure to vote and comment saying if you enjoy. <3 )