'I loved him so much that it slowly killed me'
Bella Rivers loved luke since grade 3 but Luke's reputation and behavior did not let her express feelings. Years passed and luke changed.
Bella became curious and texted luke in snapchat.
Will luke bec...
Life was on a point where everything was confusing for me. I was lost in reality. Everything around me moved in a lighting speed and I couldn't notice it. My eyes fluttered open at the buzzing sound of my alarm. The noice was so annoying, I slapped the alarm and it fell on the ground making a thud sound. I got up and laid on the end of the bed with my legs up the bed frame.
I hated school. I hated waking up at morning. It was 6:40 a.m and I was still lying on my bed. I stared at the ceiling. The ceiling was full of neon stars and planets.I didn't wanna go to school but I had to. The yearly was coming up and there was prom at the end of the year. Obviously everyone had partners except me and Jenny. I wanted him to be my partner but he doesn't even know my name. I thought of him, the guy who made my heart beat faster than it usually does and make the butterflies in my stomach dance and flutter. I rolled on the right side and smiled quietly.
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His name was Luke hemmings. The captain of soccer team and the heartthrob of every girl in school. I had a crush on him since grade 3. I loved him a lot. I never had the courage to tell him that nor ask him out. I was afraid of telling him and then what if he doesn't feel the same? That thought made knots in my stomach and I felt a bit uneasy. Luke had sharp jawline, blonde hair, electric blue eyes and his lower Lip on the right was pierced. I wonder if his lips are plump and soft as they look. But one thing was a bit intimidating about Luke. He was rude and cold hearted. He is rude with everyone except his squad. I still remember that day in school, Luke was literally shouting at a girl and she was crying. I felt so bad for her even though she was a mean girl from Olivia's squad Everyone was so shocked and Later I found out that girl just told him that he played soccer well today, and Luke just shouted for no reason. I gulped, Maybe he was worried or upset about something. I knew a lot things about him which his best friend probably doesn't know. I observe every single thing he hates or loves, though he doesn't know.I stalk him in every single social media he is in. I started stalking him since I was in grade 3. I might sound really very creepy. I laughed quietly to myself.
I jumped out of my fluffy bed and went to the bathroom. After some minutes I came out with a towel wrapped around me. I didn't wash my hair because I was too lazy to dry my hair. I wore my preppy school uniform and Stood in front of the mirror while I combed my hair. My bed hair looked like a freaking birds nest! I touched my hair and it smelled like apple. I started to comb it slowly.
I always wanted to look curvy and hot just like arzaylea. But instead i was ivory, soft skinned with brown eyes and i was a brunette. I wasn't skinny nor I was fat, I was in the middle. I looked like a freaking nerd and who wore dumb spectacles. I groaned at myself for being so Unsatisfied and full of flaws
