'I loved him so much that it slowly killed me'
Bella Rivers loved luke since grade 3 but Luke's reputation and behavior did not let her express feelings. Years passed and luke changed.
Bella became curious and texted luke in snapchat.
Will luke bec...
I always wished I was bird. I might sound like a 5 year old kid but sometimes you get that feeling like you're caged and your life sucks. Yeah that's what I'm going through now. My life is weird and depressing.
The science class was so boring and tiring. We were watching this shīt so called scientific movie which I watched like many times. I spent most of my time looking around and playing games in my phone. Calum did not come today but at least Ashton and Michael came. I felt like someone's gaze on me. I turned and saw a girl sitting across me in the corner seat.
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she looked away later as soon as I looked at her.She was a brunette and was ivory skinned. She had long hair and it was pretty not bad.I always saw her but never got to know her. She wore spectacles. She was beautiful. Maybe she was the same. I mean,make up freaks like all the stupid girls here. My gaze turned into a glare and I looked away. I don't know why I am rude. Sometimes I don't understand why I get so rude with people even though they don't say anything. Something's just piss me off for no good reason. The movie was about to end and I couldn't wait to get out of this boring ass class.
The Bell rang and I rushed out of the class and went towards the changing room. I had a soccer practice today. I changed soon and went to the field. I stood there with the other mates. 'Dude did you ditch Arzaylea?' Jacob chuckled. I was already annoyed and this guy was making me more annoyed. I couldn't sleep for 2 days due to stress and all over I was not active much these days. 'Bro,I don't like Arzaylea. She's so fake and over all she's a bítch, no offense.' I rolled my eyes in irritation. 'how can you? I mean,did you ever notice how big her tities are? I mean, so amazing to look I wonder how soft they would be' Jacob started to drool a bit. 'All you care about is boobs and getting in girls pants, being a fuckboy does not make you cool no offense" i told him while trying to calm my anger. I glared at Jacob and he smirked at me. He turned to face me and we were close enough to have a tough fight. 'Oh really? Says the fuckboy himself' Jacob says in a smug rude sound. I was about to raise my fist and punch him but I felt a tap on my shoulder and saw it was Ashton. 'Leave it bro, he just likes to get in every girls pants like you said' Ashton said in a quiet but disgusted voice. I nodded. Everyone bursted into huge guffaws of laughter and I felt disgusted. I looked away, The sky was a bit cloudy ,the sun was about to hide. The breeze was fresh and cool. The fresh smell of grass and trees used to make me happy but now it doesn't anymore. 4 Months ago I kissed Arzaylea in the bleachers. In those 4 months my life literally changed. My grades went down that time, my family faced business loss and I was depressed. I broke up with her and she was going nuts that time. Still she annoys me and I say something everyone pities that low life bitch. but thankfully my grades now were perfect than ever, but I'm still depressed about something which I don't know. "all right boys we'll start warm up now and then we'll do the usual practise" the coach started the warm up for next 40 minutes .
*after practice*
We practised as usual. After an hour, the practice was over and I took a shower. I changed my sports clothes and wore the uniform. I sprayed AXE body-spray all over me so that I won't stink. I walked towards the cafeteria. The cafeteria wasn't that crowded. The girls stared at me until I sat somewhere in the corner or middle. I went to the food counter and bought a tray which had a chicken burger and a Diet Coke. I sat down with Ashton and Michael. They were talking about recent movies and games. I wasn't in the mood to talk about games and stuff , I started to chew the burger. As I was looking around, I saw that girl again. She was laughing with another girl. I kept staring at her and then she stopped laughing and glanced at me nervously. her spectacle frame was brown colour unlike those cartoon colour i hated.I glared at her with my hands balling up into fist under the table. Ashton and Michael looked at me with puzzled expressions. 'Dude are you okay?' Ashton asked in a worried tone.' I saw you glaring at that girl sitting there, what's wrong?' I ignored their questions.'Fine' I muttered and broke eye contact with that girl. That girl and another girl rushed out of the cafeteria. i sighed and ate my food.
The lunch was over,I marched upstairs for technology class. All the girls kept staring at me. I don't care what everyone thinks of me. I just don't care. All they keep telling is I'm a fuckboy, an egoistic jock, who is heartless and just plays with feelings of people whenever I get chance. Hell,which I am not. I might be rude, there are reasons why I'm rude to people. But no one understands that.I went inside the class and sat beside frank. He was reading a chapter from a random book. Mr wrick didn't come yet, Everyone was talking and laughing loudly. Arzaylea was walking towards me. Her black curls were bouncing as she was coming towards me . She sat on my table. I rolled my eyes and looked away. 'Hey Luke baby' she said in a low, seductive voice. I wasn't in a mood to talk to her or listen what she's talking about. "What do you want?' i asked her in a calm angry tone. I clenched my fist. I glared at her. The whole class grew silent and Everyone was looking at us.
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Go and grab a popcorn, I thought angrily.I just don't understand why people can't mind their own business. 'Nothing much, just my parents are away for some days and I was wondering if you wanna come to my house tonight?' She winked at me and was leaning towards me. Her face was full of make up, I could almost see what colour bra she was wearing.
'Listen arzaylea,Stop annoying me Or else the consequences won't be good' I said in a quiet angry tone. I got up from my seat and moved to where Ronald was seating. Arzaylea was staring at me with her mouth hanging open. Everyone's expression was priceless. 'WHAT? LOOK AT FRONT' I yelled at everyone. The teacher came and started the lesson for an hour. I couldn't concentrate on anything. I put my head down and just closed my eyes for some minutes.
I hated everyone in this school except my best friends. Everyone couldn't mind their own business in this freaking school.
A part of me knew that my best friends didn't understand me much. I wish someone who understands me comes to my life soon. I took out my phone and texted calum.
I fucking hate everyone
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