Adore U || Soonhoon

06 || Hoshi

S-"Please read your dare Hoshi."

Aish, my dare has me so nervous, when I read it I knew this game was definitely a set up. I knew from after the first round because everyone went but Woozi and I, and they all picked truth. And when they do finally call on one of us all the truths are gone.

H-"Umm, k-k-kiss W-woozi on the l-lips."

When I read my dare Woozi turned and glared at the others. I was debating on whether or not I should do the dare, and I was planning not to, until they started to call me a chicken and a wuss. So I crawled towards Woozi, looked him in the eye, grabbed a hold of his face, leaned in and kissed him. Now I believe it was his first kiss, because once he started to kiss back he was freaking out, and I knew it was because he didn't know what to do. I pulled away.

H-"I'm sorry, I'm going to sleep in my room tonight."

Once I left the room I quickly rushed to my room, shut the door and got in bed.

D-"Hyung, aren't you going to sleep with Woozi hyung?"
H-"No not tonight Dino."
D-"But you always sleep with him, did something happen?"

'A lot of things happened Dino...'

H-"Can you just drop it!?"
I said getting angry.
D-"I'm sorry hyung."
Dino said looking like he was going to cry.

I walked up to and hugged him.

H-"I'm sorry Dino, I didn't mean to yell I'm just stress that's all. And shouldn't you be in bed?"
D-"Oh right, well goodnight hyung."
H-"Goodnight Dino."

I went back to my bed and fell asleep thinking about the kiss and how I ran away, probably leaving Woozi feeling hurt, since it was probably his first kiss. I felt so bad that I went to bed feeling guilty.

I woke up the next morning planning on apologizing to Woozi, but when I couldn't find him I asked the other members where he went. They all said that he went to the studio to finish the rest of the album with Vernon and that I should leave him alone today. So the whole day I didn't do much, all I did was just head to our dance studio and worked on the choreography for our songs, so that I wouldn't be stressed the week before it is supposed to be finish, since I will at least have a head start and I can just get the other Performance Unit members opinion later on. When I was finished I headed back to the dorm, while I was walking I saw Woozi and Vernon also walking back, so I decided to take a longer route, so that I do not have to run into them.

When I got back to the dorm I quickly ran towards the Performance Unit's room, but before I could get in S. Coups blocked the door and told me we had a fan meeting the next day and I had to be up early. As I started to walk in my room I got interrupted again.

SC-"Aren't you going to sleep with Woozi tonight, considering you guys always sleep together?"
H-"Not tonight hyung, so goodnight."
SC-"Uh...ok then. Goodnight Hoshi."

I knew that S. Coups was confused on why I wasn't sleeping with Woozi since I usually always sleep with him, but ever since the dare I find it hard to sleep beside him, considering we always end up cuddling. So I think it is best if I sleep in my own bed from now on and Woozi and I can just be normal friends.

The next morning I woke up to Jun waking me up and Minghao waking up Dino. I got out of bed and hastily ran towards the bathroom, when I got to the bathroom Woozi was walking out so we bumped into each other. I quickly apologized and got ready. I feel bad that I was avoiding Woozi, but I have to so that I can control my feelings for him, so I don't end up doing something that can mess up our friendship.

Whenever we have to go somewhere by car the 6 oldest, which is S. Coups, Jeonghan, Joshua, Jun, Wonwoo and I, will be in one band with the manager and the other 7, which is Woozi, DK, Mingyu, Minghao, Seungkwan, Vernon and Dino, will be in the other van. While everyone in the van were talking and having fun, I just sat in the back, staring out the window.

Once we arrived at the venue our fan meet is we were quickly rushed to do our hair and makeup. While during the meet and greet a fan asked if Soonhoon was real, I quickly denied the question and from the corner I saw everyone glaring at me and Woozi looking sad, but a second later he showed a smile, his fake smile to exact.

When I got home I quickly laid in bed just staring at the bunk above me and thinking about Woozi and how my feelings can mess up our friendship. After a while I hear the door creek open, which I thought was weird since everyone in the Performance Unit was already here sleeping and everyone else was already asleep. I closed my eyes pretending I was asleep and then I felt someone sit on my bed and lay next to me. I opened one of my eyes and saw Woozi, so I quickly shut my eyes making it look like I was asleep.

W-"Why did you run away after you kissed me Hoshi? Was it something I did to make you runaway and avoid me. If so can you just tell me, I probably seem weird right now since I'm talking to someone asleep. Anyways I'm gonna go now before the Vocal memebers realize I'm missing anyways goodnight Hoshi... I love you"

Woozi whispered the last part quietly to me.
'I'm sorry Woozi, but I need to avoid you so I can sort my feelings out...'
I thought then I went to bed feeling guilty for making Woozi sad, because I'm avoiding him.

||Someone help, school starts soon and I don't want to go back. -_-
Anyways I'm hope you enjoyed the story!||