Adore U || Soonhoon

08 || Hoshi

// Before this chapter starts, I just wanted to state that I suck at writing about drama, so there won't be many drama scenes in this story, since I suck at writing them. Now on to the story //

After I apologized to Woozi, I was about to fall asleep beside him until I noticed he was texting someone, so I decided to look from behind his shoulder and see who it was he was texting. When I was looking from behind, I noticed he was texting a girl, I also saw that he texted the person that they were going to meet up the next day, so I decided that I would follow him tomorrow on his little "date". When I saw that he planned to hang with her I was a little sad and jealous sense I had feelings for him, but like I always had a hunch that he wasn't gay and had a preference of girls instead of guys. With the thought of him going on a "date" tomorrow with some random girl I went to bed sad without my usual smile I usually sleep with, so I had to make sure I woke up before Woozi so he wouldn't question why I was frowning in my sleep.

The next morning I saw that Woozi was still asleep cuddling/hugging my body, but it didn't feel right to me since he was going on a date with someone, so I gently pried his hands off of me and I quietly walked out of the room to go and get ready in the bathroom.

When I was finished I saw that Woozi is as about to head out, so a few minutes after he left I told the others that I was going to just head out for a bit, just as I was about to leave I could that they were all smirking, so I knew that they knew I was going to follow Woozi, but instead of me going alone Sengkwan and DK volunteered to go with me, so that nothing "bad" happens they said.

Once we got outside they asked me where Woozi was going, and I told them that I saw him text the mysterious person that he was going to meet them at the small cafe near our dorm. So we all quickly walked to the cafe and saw that Woozi was sitting with a girl and they were getting pretty cozy with each other. We could practically see that they were snuggling up with each other and I decided to go order something with my hood up of course so that Woozi wouldn't recognize me, but when I came back Seungkwan and DK had a look of sympathy and saw them glance towards Woozi and some chick, so I decided to turn around and saw something that shattered my heart into a million pieces. Woozi and that girl was kissing each other, but the thing is, it wasn't a small peck, it looked like it was a full on make out session. So I quickly ran out of the cafe and could hear DK and Seungkwan running after me calling my name.

S-"Aish, why did he run, he just missed the part where Woozi pushes the girl away."

After I out ran them I slowly walked to the park and thought about how stupid I was to think that I had a chance with Woozi, it was obvious he was straight and would never like me, I just always gets my hopes up, which later on will always end up getting smashed. I just wish that I would've listened to my mind and not follow my heart thinking he was gay, I should've just believed he was straight, plus who would want to be with me. I'm annoying, loud, obnoxious and my eyes are just not attractive. I spent hours at the park crying my eyes out.

Once I got home I saw everyone in the living room except for Woozi and they all had a look of sympathy. Instead of staying and getting interrogated I muttered a goodnight and headed to my room to sleep. While I was trying to fall asleep I heard the door creak open, I looked to see who it was and saw it was Woozi. I tried to slow down my breathing so that it seemed like I was asleep, but I knew he knew I was awake.

W-"Hoshi, what's wrong? When I got home I saw that you weren't here and Seungkwan kept on saying that it was my fault. I was very confused, but I came to apologize."
W-"Hoshi why aren't you answering me?"
W-"Come on, I'm sorry for whatever I did to get you mad at me, but seriously let's head to my room so that we can sleep."
H-"Jihoon, just leave me alone I don't feel like sleeping with you."
W-"What!! Why not!? And why did you just call me by my real name?!"
H-"That's your name, is it not, and I just want to sleep alone, so leave me alone and get out!!"

While we were yelling S. Coups and Jeonghan ran into the room, but I know that the other members are outside of the room waiting at the door.

SC-"What is with all this yelling."
H-"It's Jihoon, he won't leave me alone."
W-"Fine you know what Soonyoung hyung, if you want me to leave you alone, I will leave you alone. I'll never bother you again, I'll treat you just like how I treat the members. I'll treat you like a hyung, not a best friend. Also don't even bother talking to me unless it is during practice!!"

Woozi ran out of the room with S. Coups following him after he told Jeonghan to stay with me.

Jo-"It's ok Hoshi, everything will get better."

I didn't say anything I just let Jeonghan hold me while I was crying until I fell asleep. As I was asleep I knew nothing will probably be the same with Woozi and I.

//I'm sorry it is late, I didn't really have much of an idea to include drama in the story, but anyways I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter. Also tell what you think will happen between Woozi and Hoshi
Until next time, bye.//