Even If We Die Today...

What Happens From Here?

     I hear a scream and I turn and rush to Violet. When I get there I couldn't help but be in complete agony just looking at her. I melt to the ground with tears filling my eyes. 

     " 9-1-1 What's your emergency?" 

     " My girlfriend just got hit by a car. Please help!" 

     " Calm down sir, it's going to be ok. Where are you?"

     " We're on the corner of Elmer's Street and Dyrin Drive." 

    " Ok, an ambulance will be there right away." I hang up. I hold Violet and my hands are filled with blood. I start getting shaky. A couple minutes I hear the sirens and the rest is chaos. I stand up and see Violet's family rush down, pouring tears onto the floor. Her mom walks up to me and says, 

     " Are you ok? What happened." 

     " I...... just......." I was so dramatized I couldn't speak. She hugs me. I sit in the sidewalk as they take her body to the hospital. 

    " She's losing us."  I overhear. I get in the car with her parents. I feel light headed and I barely know what's going on. Once we get to the hospital I sit down and don't speak. Suddenly an officer said he wanted to ask me some questions.

    " What do exactly remember tonight when you we're with her?" he said. 

   " Umm.... me and her went out because it was our anniversary. I took her to the park and when we separated... I heard her scream and ya...." I couldn't explain anymore.

     " Thank you. We investigated what happened and people say they heard screaming and this car was out of control. Luckily we found the driver and arrested him.Where are your parents?"

     " Oh umm..... I don't exactly have parents. I live in a foster home but I'll be fine." I smile although I don't seem too happy. 

     " Ok then." The officer walked away. He went to go talk to Violet's parents while I anxiously waited in the waiting room for results. I should have been there with her. All those fights and disagreements mean nothing to me now. I'm sorry Violet! I replay what happened over and over, because it was all my fault. Her mom goes up to me and says, 

     " You must be tired. Go and sleep and I'll wake you up when we get the results."   

     " Zane. Zane!!! It's time to wake up!" I open my eyes and I replay what I heard. It didn't like Violet's mom it sounded lik-. The doctor came up to me and I stood up. I smiled but it turned into a frown as he told what happened. 

     " May I see her?" I asked. 

     " Very well, but quickly." he said. I ran.... more like jogged to her room. I see her mom and dad with red eyes. 

     " May I have some time alone with her?"  

     " They leave the room." I sit on a chair and look at her face that once rested on my shoulder. 

     " Hey Violet. Happy Anniversary. I just wish you were here so we can live our lives together. I can't do this without you Violet. I'm sorry for anything I've done to hurt you." My eyes start watering up but I still keep on talking. " I still remember the first time we met because that was my favorite memory. I just wanted to let you know that......" I was choking on my words now. " I'll always love you." The nurse came in and sent me away. But all I did was sat on the wall heartbroken that she's gone. What will I do without her? I don't know.