I woke up in the morning by my stupid alarm, I turned it off and put my pillow over my head, I let out a loud sigh when I heard a knock on my door.
- What? I screamed annyoed.
- You have to get up princess or you'll be late for school, I heard my mum yell. I didn't answer her back I let out another sigh and got up from my bed. If you haven't figured it out yet I hate early mornings, they make me want to puke. I put on comfortable clothes which was a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie. I didn't bother putting any make up on I never do, I put my hair up in a ponytail and left my room.
I walked into the kitchen and I could smell the pancakes. I found my dad by the table with a cup of tea and the newspaper, my mum was making the pancakes, she knows I refuse to eat my dads because he always burn them(I'm sure Louis can cook but lets just imagine he can't) I sat down by the table and dad gave me a smile immediately.
- Goodmorning sweetie, he said and took a sip of his tea. I just gave him a nod, I didn't like talking in the morning if I didn't have to. He put away his newspaper when mum placed the pancakes on the table. Me and dad immediately started eating, mum just chuckled and shook her head before she sat down next to dad and across from me.
- Did you do your homework? Mum asked after a while.
- I didn't have any, I answered her quietly, they both looked at me like they didn't believe me, I tried to convince them with my eyes but dad shook his head.
-You're lying, he said upset.
-How do you know? I yelled, this is how it always works, dad gets upset and I start yelling while my mum tries to calm me down.
-You don't have to yell and you're biting your lip when you're lying, that's the bad thing about being related to me because then I know when you're lying(I don't know if Louis bites his lip when he lies but lets just say he does) he said angry.
- I'm not lying, I know if I'm lying or not, I screamed.
- You don't have to yell, mum said and tried to calm me down, I stood up and took my plate with half of the pancake left, I smashed it againt the floor, mum and dad looked at me shocked.
- I can't deal with this, you never have a normal conversation with me, you're always mad when you're home with us, the last time I heard you say I love you was before you went on that stupid tour 5 months ago, you tell mum you love her all the time but never to me, I wish you weren't even my dad, I screamed at the top of my lungs, dad gave me a disappointing look and mum looked angry at me.
- Zara stop this right now, you have no right to say that to your father, mum said angry, I just shook my head and left the house to go to school.
When I arrived people said hi and waved to me, like I said I'm kind of popular but most of the time I think it's because my dad is Louis Tomlinson but sometimes it's like they really care about me. I walked to my locker and opened it, I took out my english book and closed it, when I looked up everyone was gone, did the bell ring without me hearing it? I questioned myself, I began to walk to my english lesson with Mr Smith, he's an old men in his late 50s, he have something against me because he's always rude and never give me good credit even though I'm trying my best.
I heard my phone beep and picked it up.
From: Dad!
We need to talk about this when you get home, have a good day.
To: Dad!
Yeah, whatever!
I put my phone down and went into class, Mr Smith looked angry right away.
- Nice of you to join us, take your seat, he said annoyed, I chuckled and went to my seat next to Michelle, she gave me a small smile, I knew something was wrong so I gave her a questioning look but she just shook her head. I took out my phone to go on twitter but as soon as I got it in my hand it wasn't there, I looked up and Mr Smith looked upset.
- No phones in class, how many times do I have to tell you? I'll see you in detention, he said and walked away, great I have to survive the whole day without my phone.
Before I knew it I was on my way to lunch, when I got there I took my food and went to sit next to Michelle, she still looked sad.
- Mich, please tell me what's wrong, I begged, I could see a tear in her eye.
- My parents hate me, sa said quietly but loud enough for me to hear.
- What? no they would never hate you, I said, she started sobbing.
- They saw my scars yesterday and ever since then they haven't looked at me, she said I gave her a hug.
- It will be okay, they're just scared, I told her but she shook her head.
The day went by fast and I was on my way home from detention, when I came home I found my mum, dad, Michelle, Danielle and Liam in our livingroom, Michelle looked at me guilty.
- Why are you all here? I asked nervous.
- Sit down, dad said upset, I did what he told me, Liam looked at me upset.
- We found something on Michelle yesterday, he started but I interupted him.
- I know she told me, I said, Michelle looked up.
- I'm sorry, I had to tell them, she said, I looked at her confused.
- What are you talking about? I asked, I saw tears in mum's eyes, dad and Liam got up from the couch and stood in front of me, I got nervous.
- Show us your arms, dad said with sadness in his voice, I shook my head fast and started crying, dad tried to look at my arms but I fought back.
- Liam, hold her, he said, Liam held down my arms and dad saw all my scars on my arms, he looked at me with tears in his eyes.
- Why baby?
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So this is chapter 1, I hope you like it! Give me your opionion, thank you!
~ Onedirection_1993
