Dear Diary!
It's been a few months since dad started to act like himself again, but he's started to be so protective since he found out about my selfharm, he never leaves me home alone anymore and when he's on tour he either gets me a babysitter or he tells mum to never leave me alone! It's getting annoying but I guess I don't have a say in this!
Everything changed in school because they all found out about mine and Michelle's selfharm, people are bullying us, it's been like that a few months now but nobody knows, I don't want dad to get more protective over me...
Did I mention mum is pregnant? No? Well she is and I'm so happy that I will finally be a big sister! Zayn and Perrie had a daughter and her name is Molly! She's so cute but so tiny, I'll have to teach her everything I know when she gets older.
Niall and Demi are still trying I guess, but nothing happens and I can see that Niall is frustrated, I told him I could be like his daughter if he wanted to and he got happy but I know he wants his own kid and so does Demi.
Well, I guess this is it, bye!
I put my diary under my pillow and got under the covers, I've been writing in my diary since I got it a few months ago. I waited for my dad, he always came in to say goodnight but I didn't hear a sound downstairs where he was.
I waited another 10 minutes before I went downstairs to see what took him so long, when I was at the top of the stairs I still didn't hear anything, I know mum was sleeping already but dad was still up when I left and I always hear him when he goes to sleep.
I went to the livingroom and that's when I heard him on the phone,
conversation:
- No, you listen to me, you hurt my daughter and I will hurt you...
- I know, but you couldn't take care of her and I had to do it so you don't have a say in this...
- I will tell her soon, goodbye.
I stepped infront of dad and he looked shocked.
- ''Tell me what dad?'' I asked, he looked nervous.
- ''Let's talk about it tomorrow, go to sleep,'' he said but I sat down next to him.
- ''No, tell me now,'' I demanded, he looked at the floor and was shaking a bit.
- ''What is it?'' I said sternly, he mumbled something but I couldn't hear what he said.
- ''Louder!''
- ''You're not our biological daughter, you're adopted,'' he said fast, everything became a blur and then it became black...
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I know, I know it's been a while since I updated but a lot of things have happened in my life but I will update more often now!
I love you all!
~ Onedirection_1993
