My everything/ my moonlight

I Went took far

Ariana pov
When Sean seen me and Ricky he was so mad I he ran outside "Sean watch out" I screamed to him before he got hit by this truck that pulled in our driveway than pull right back out it was like they meant to hit him I ran towards him "Sean please"  I went to call 911 the ambulance came really fast they took Sean I ran inside to put some clothes on I put on a black crop top some blue jeans and black boots I tried calling my mom but she didn't answer so I tried calling Frankie he also didn't answer so I tried calling lex she didn't answer either I called star to come pick me up to take me to the hospital he came 5 min after I called I went into the hospital "hi I'm here for Sean Anderson" I say to the lady at the front desk
   Lady: and you are
Ari; I'm his wife Mrs.Anderson
Lady: yes you can wait in the waiting room until they call u in
I walked to the waiting room and just wait for them to call me I was waiting for about 10 minutes I text my mom and told her Sean was in the hospital
Dr: Mrs. Anderson
Ari: yes that's me
Dr: yes I'm your husband awake but he said he doesn't want to see you
My heart shatter I can't believe this I seen as lex and don walked in "hey" I said to them lex just rolled her eyes
Don: how is Sean
Ari: I don't know he want let me see him
Don: really
Ari: yea do me a favor when you see him tell him I'm sorry and tell me how he's doing
Don: of cou-
Don was cut off by lex telling him to com on they walked im the back were Sean room was I walk out the hospital crying star drove me back home I just went inside and just laid on the floor hugging Lafayette crying Doug walked in "Ariana are you ok" I didn't even look at him are give him a response "you can't just lay here all night" he walked away and I just cry harder and harder thinking of Sean not wanting to see me Don called me I answer
Don: Ari he's doing good he just have a rib injury he ok to go home whenever he's ready
  Ari: thank don
Don: no problem
I hang up with him and went to sit in he couch
  Doug: Ariana I'm not sure what's going on but I'm here for you
I smile at him he always makes me happy he made me some tea and we just sit and watch tv together
Ariana: thanks Doug atleast I have you cause everyone else hates me
Doug: they don't hate you they just mad
Ari: no I think I went to far this time
As Doug and I was talking Sean walked in holding his side
Doug: well I'm going to go bye Ariana see ya Sean
  Narrative pov
When Doug left Sean walked upstairs to a guest room and close and locked the door Ariana put her and Doug dishes away than went upstairs to try to talk to Sean
Ari pov
"Sean please" Sean opened the door and went to sit back on the bed
Ari: let me explain myself please
Sean: why should I u never let me
I just cried looking a him I'm just hurt and hate myself right now
Ari: Sean my family hate me lex hate me you hate me I know I did wrong but I'm truly sorry
Sean: I don't hate you me seeing you with Ricky hurt me cause u were doing that and you were never going to tell me because that's how you are
Ari: I know I just need someone and he was the only one there so I know you and him aren't the best of friends so I did it to get back at you but please forgive me (crying)
Narrative pov
After Ariana explained her self Sean just looked  at her Ariana got up and walked out she grabbed her keys and drove off
Ari pov
Sean didn't forgive my apology so I left I didn't have nowhere to go but Ricky's I pulled up to his house and got out the car and ranged the doorbell
  Ricky: so everyone hates me the crew your parents even your fans
Ricky says while letting me in he looked like he been crying to
Ariana: everyone hates me to I think  time we both let eachother go that's y came here to tell you this
Ricky: but Ariana I don't want to let you go I love you
Ari: I'm sorry Ricky
I got up to leave he walked me to the door I gave him a hug we look in eachother eyes I kiss him one last time
Ariana: bye Ricky
He watched as I drove off as I was driving I felt like there was nothing else I could do everyone hates me I pull over to the side and went on Twitter
  -Hey babes I just want y'all to know I love y'all and it was fun making music for you guys but I don't know what my life is anymore everyone hates me including you guys don't go on Ricky page and give him hate it's not his fault anyways this is me telling you guys bye
  I lock my phone I start drinking again I was driving so fast than I ran into this brick wall everything went black
Narrative pov
While Ariana was trying to take her life by running into a brick wall someone saw her and called the police she is now at the hospital they called Sean and the rest of her family to let them know she was in the hospital Ricky flew to Mexico to start a whole new life
  Sean pov
It was 11pm I got a call telling me Ariana was in the hospital I grabbed my keys and drove there I went inside and they showed me to her room she was hooked up to so many machine she had a breathing machine to they told me she tried to kill herself I start to cry this is my fault Joan Alexa and the rest of them came running in we all was praying for Ariana the doctor came in
Dr: hi I'm Doctor Valentine  were not sure if Ariana going to be ok she in a coma we don't know when she going to wake up she did leave this note in her car
💌- if your reading this I'm probably dead by now I'm Ariana butera grande Anderson i decided to take my life since my family and friends hate me I hope they live there life happy if you find this and please tell them I'm sorry and I love them and even tho I said it a million times they mean the world to me so I had to take my life so they wouldn't have any problems anymore and for my Madison I love you dear much and you probably don't understand why but mommy had and I'm always still here with you I'm still watching you but from a better place called heaven take care of daddy for me I love you lex I love you too babe I saved the best for last we knew eachother for so long I'm going to miss you even tho you hate me I love you I want y'all all to live yall lives and don't worry about me well now I have to go bye Love you guys ♡
Still Sean pov
I can't believe she thought we wanted her out her life after we read the letter we all were in tears Madison was also crying she didn't know what was going on I grab Ariana hand and kissed it
Sean: babe please stay with us we love you we were mad yea but we would never want you to take your life please
I grab her ring out my pocket and place it on her finger
Sean: please wake up I'm nothing without you I need you I'm sorry for not forgiving you when I had the chance but that don't mean go take your life wake up baby please

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