History Class

Chapter Thirteen: How are we going to hide it now?

I lay there and they finish up. In total I have 82 stitches in my left arm and 45 in my right. I ended up cutting very deep. I am laying with Killian when my mom and father enter the room. I am wearing a gown now so we don't have to worry about anything like that.

"Emma?" My dad says. "Why?"

"I couldn't handle the constant torment." I pause starting to cry. "Then, when I learned that Neal, Neal w-was gone I made up my mind completely. I didn't want to feel anything anymore so I told-" I pause, they can't know about our relationship..

He just looks at me. "What was going on that you couldn't tell us?" 

I look at Killian, he gives me a look. "Do you want me to tell them?" He says, I nod. "I just recently found out that-"

"I'm sorry who are you?" Dad asks.

"Well Mr. Nolan, I am Mr. Killian Jones, um, Emma's history teacher."

"Why are you here, how did you know she was trying to kill herself?" Dad asks pushing Killian.

"You see sir, I have been talking to Emma, and I could see the signs com-"

"Get out, I already know why you are here."

"Dad-?" I ask scared for Killian.

"You like her-" He says pointing to me, "Don't you?"

Killian looks at me. I can see tears fill his eyes. Dad heard him say that he loves me, say everything about how he cares and loves me.

"S-Sir, I can-"

"Get the hell out of my daughter's room, get the hell out of this hospital."

Killian stands up, not even bothering to fight this, he has given up. I grab his hand reassuringly, he stands by my bedside as I carefully sit up.

"Dad, no. I want Killian to stay. Yeah, you are right. He does like me, and I have fallen in love with him. I want you to leave."

Mom and dad just stand there in awe, mom just looks at me with sorrow and how she knows dad will react. Dad on the other hand in bubbling over with anger. 

"Emma Nol-"

I stop him right there. "NO. I am not a 'Nolan' I am my own person, I am Swan, not Nolan. In-fact I don't even want to be your kid anymore. You do not own me." I pause, my anxiety levels are growing. "Get out, David. Now."

He angrily turns his wheelchair and exits the room. Mom just stands there. I know I have said that I hate her, but in reality she is one of the only people that treat me with respect, one of the only people that have truly loved me.

"E-Emma?"

"Mom, I love you, but can you give me some time? I promise I will never shut you out."

With that it is only Killian and I in the room. I just grip his hand tighter. "Killian, I am sorry.."

"About what, love?" Love, that's new. 

"I might have just costed you your job." I begin to cry.

"Now Emma, you listen to me; I will give up everything in this world to be with you. No matter the consequences, you are the one I want, and to be honest, your dad looked more scared of you than anyone. I think it would take some courage to snitch don't you think?"

A smile beams across my face. He really does love me...

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