You Know My Name Not My Story (harry styles fanfiction)

Chapter 3- he keeps staring

Julie's pov

Well I made them laugh, guess that's a start?

It's just every time I look at Harry he's already looking at me. It's strange.

Do I have something on my face?

Do I really?

Right just stop! There's nothing on your face Julie cause leigh-Anne would have said ...

Or would she?

No she would have.

God I need to stop thinking to myself.

Ok well at the moment I am currently fighting the urge to fan girl and cry because Harry Styles is in the same room as me!

And the fact that there is m&ms infront of me.

I was interrupted with my thoughts when Harry (sex god) asks me a question

"So Julie your the youngest right?"

He said it with such I smirk I was worried.

"Yeah... Why?" I replied confused.

All of the other boys laughed and started whispering.

At this point I felt self conscious.

And all of the memories came back.

The anxiety I could feel building up within me. The paranoia creeping in. The self hatred for myself was running through my veins.

I had to get out before they come back again.

The voices.

Leigh-Anne's pov

Well this is weird the boys asked Julie a weird question even I thought it was weird but what concerned me was how she reacted.

They started whispering and smirking at each other, I was worried about my little Jellybean. She looked so scared and deep in thought.

Then it clicked.

I remember on the x-factor she had a lot of problems, like anxiety, paranoia and she was even self conscious. Which I find hard as she's soo god damn beautiful.

But on the x-factor she would sometimes have a panic attack and trust me they are not nice to watch, especially to watch someone who you look as your sister.

I had a feeling she was going into one.

Only me and the girls know about her attacks well so does our manager but the boys didn't. They would freak. Trust me I did when I seen it happen for the first time.

But I spoke too soon. As I look over at Julie she begins to breathe frantically and sweat begins to form on her forehead. The fear in her eyes is petrifying, they aren't blue anymore they're clouded.

I react quickly and shout for Maddie to get water, I then rush to Julie, holding her close to my body, rocking her, trying to sooth her through this.

I look over at the boys they have all shut up and are looking absolutely petrified. I see Harry look concerned well that little idiot should feel bad this is all his fault.

Liam stares right at Julie with saddened eyes, you can tell he wants to do something but can't.

I notice Julie start shaking, worse than before.

This is going all wrong.

I look at her face. She's staring right at me, directly in my eyes and says with soo much pain in her voice the one thing none of us wish we would ever hear agin.