You Know My Name Not My Story (harry styles fanfiction)

Chapter 18- Happy New Year

Songs for this chapter can be:

Say something- a great big world

Begin again- Taylor Swift

Drive- Miley Cyrus

Make me fall- Nina Nesbitt

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Julie's pov

It's New Year's Eve.

It's cold.

I'm currently sitting in mine and Leigh-Anne's flat.

Harry hasn't called, text , talked or seen me since my panic attack.

I'm kind if glad though.

I'm still not over what they did.

It's been stressful.

Jessica refuses to make eye contact with me.

She tries not to speak to me as well.

Lucky her.

But there's a voice in my head that says; "but you want him to just say something"

And yes it is true, sometimes I do want him to say something. But I feel it will end with me crying again.

I was supposed to be going to my parents house for New Years but I didn't want to be stuck in a family gathering where my mother and father talk so highly if their successful daughter.

Who in reality is a freak.

I do miss my brother and sister though.

Jasmine has been texting me and keeps telling me how she is proud of me and that she's met a boy named Tom.

She says he's lovely and a gentlemen.

He took her on a date and has been spending all the holidays with her. She told me how she feels like she's falling. Maybe even love she said.

I'm happy for her.

She did ask about Harry. She said it's everywhere, from our coffee meeting to us being spotted at the party. To me being pictured crying and him leaving with Jessica.

I told her everything. She understood.

Jasmine is the perfect sister. If you say you don't want to talk about it, she will drop it.

But jasmine has told me to get out there, find someone better, but the truth is I'm scared.

Scared of falling.

Cause falling means getting hurt.

I'm scared to watch it begin again.

But tonight I promised Jasmine that me and her will go out, to Times Square. We will go and enjoy ourselves like true sisters.

I told her to come to my flat at 7pm and it's 6:30pm. Guess I better change.

******** 12 minutes later*******

I changed into a pair of dark blue jeans with a polka dot top. It was navy with white polka dots. I wore a pair if black converse.

My hair was just naturally straight and my make-up was done to a minimum.

By the time I was ready Jasmine was at the door.

I opened the door for her and let her in.

"Sis!!" She cheered.

"Jas!" I cheered back and hugged her.

I collected my phone and my purse and we left my flat and headed where the nearest party was.