He Was All I Ever Wanted // N.H

CHAPTER 6:I LOVE ALICE

*Niall's POV*

I woke up to the sound of heavy heartbeat. I then realised that I had slept on Alice's stomach. I hope she didn't realise.

As I looked at her, I couldn't help but just think how beautiful she was. I have never felt like this for any other girls ever before.

I knew that the management wanted me to stay single for the fans but I couldn't control myself I had to get my feelings out.

Her long brown hair were spread all over the white hospital pillow. Being in the hospital, she was the prettiest girl I've ever seen.

I kissed her. I kissed Alice.

I remember everything that happened at that moment.

*FLASHBACK*

"I'm sure you didn't Niall" as the bodyguard huffed I was frustrated.

"Just ignore him" Alice calmed me down.

I had only known her for about 3 hours and I already had strong feelings for her.

When I saw her yesterday when I was exiting the tour bus I couldn't take my eyes off her, but then Paul dragged me away.

I was so happy when I again saw her in the concert and even her question was picked up.

When I saw her and her best friend today morning I couldn't believe they were the competition winners.

When she fell down , and I gave my hand too her, the moment her hands touched mine I felt something. I hope she felt it too.

As we were about to get down at Nandos I turned back at her. She seemed a little panicked.

I just wanted to tell her that she'll be fine. I wanted to tell her that I'm gonna protect her.

But instead I grabbed her hand and just said," Stay close,okay? You'll be fine".

I was amazed how perfectly our hands fitted. When I was near her I felt complete. Their was a special warm feeling and I loved it. I only felt it with Alice even though I had been with so many countless girls before. What was it?

As we stepped out I could here girls calling mean things to her .

"Niall can I have a photo please? " a cute girl came forward.

I bent down to take a picture. I then stood up and looked around to see if Alice was still beside me.

No she wasn't.

I had lost her.

"Mate come on, where's Alice? "Zayn asked me.

"I dont know Zayn, please help me find her" I begged him.

We ran to the car door. Everyone except Alice were inside.

"Niall where's Alice? " Jade asked.

"Is she not here?" Zayn asked.

"No she was with Niall" Harry immediately replied.

Instead of waiting for their questions I ran to find her.

"Wait, let's split up. Me and Louis will ask around, Harry and Jade you ask inside and Niall and zayn you look around"Liam said.

Everyone agreed.

As I and zayn ran further we saw a huge thick crowd. As we went there all the girls parted into 2 groups.

"Get away from her? " Zayn shouted.

"Alice are you okay? " I said.

I was shocked to see she was laying down covered with blood. I could feel my heart break into a million pieces.

She looked at me with dull eyes, filled with pain and hurt. Hurt my "fans" had caused.

For the first time I wished I wasn't the part of 1D. I wished I never put together as a band. I wished I'd never auditioned for X-factor. I wished I'd met Alice as a normal way and we could live together happily then.

"Alice are you okay?" I asked her as I knelt down beside her.

"Alice please stay awake, please"

I begged her. I did not mind the fact that I was creating a scene outside nandos. I didn't even pay attention to what was coming out of my mouth. All I said was truth.

"Alice I like you. I can't lose you now" I whispered.

She didn't even reply. I knew she heard me. Her eyes flashed with something unreadable. Was that a hope?

Before her eyes fully closed I took a deep long look at them. They were straight looking at me. I tried to let her know what I felt but then her eyes fluttered and then closed.

"Call 999" I shouted.

"Already on it" Zayn replied.

I ignored him and instead crashed my lips against Alice's. My heart began to beat even faster.

*End of flashback*

I had know her for like more than 2 weeks in which half of the time she was in the hospital. I love her. I love Alice and I'm not afraid to say it.

All I wanted was for the girl I love to be well again. I wanted her to be mine.

I continued to sob while listening to her steady heart beat.