NO! *Jack's (P.O.V)*

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"just hold on im not that far away" she didn't responed. "(Y/N)?" she didn't responed again. "(Y/N)!?" i pulled my phone away from my ear. it was dead. "shit. shit, shiT, SHIT" i turned off the road to avoud the traffic. it was about a 30 minute detour.

"please be ok (Y/N), please" i whisperd to myself as a tear roled down my cheek. i wiped it away. "no jack you need to be strong. for her" i thought trying to stop myself from crying. i started to over take people in the attempt to get home faster.

when i got home i parked the car and ran as fast as i could to are apartment. i ran in and it was completely silent. there was no sign of (Y/N) anywhere. "(Y/N)!" she didn't reply. i ran into the kitchen. "(Y/N)!" she wasnt there. i ran to the bathroom but stoped when i heard sobbing coming from are bed room.

i burst through the door to see (Y/N) sitting on the floor leaning agenst the wall holding a knife to her wrist. "NO!" i yelled as i brock down crying. i ran over to her and grabed her wrists making her drop the knife and pulled her into my chest as i cryed into her sholder.

"NO, NO, NO, No, no, no, i wont let you do it. i can't let you go (Y/N) i love you to much. i need you in my life. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't leave me" i said hugging her as tight as i possibly could. "i love you jack" "im never letting you go ever again" she sobbed into my chest.

"where's your phone?" she picked it up and handed it to me. i called (Y/B/F/N) and put it on speaker so i didn't need to let go of (Y/N). "hello?" "(Y/B/F/N) GET OVER HERE NOW!" "WHY?" "BECAUSE I JUST WALKED INTO ARE BEDROOM AND FOUND (Y/N) WITH A KNIFE AGENST HER WRIST" "OH MY GOD IS SHE OK!?" "YEAH SHE'S FINE BUT I NEED YOU OVER HERE" "I'LL BE THERE AS SOON AS I CAN" she hung up.

i rocked us back and forth as i strocked her hair still crying into her sholder. "you have no idea how much i need you in my life" "you have no idea how many times you've saved mind" "i never want to lose you" she griped onto my hoodie. "thank you for stopping me" "(Y/N) id run infront of a bus for you" "really?" "yes and don't for a second think that i wouldn't. i would do anything for you especially if it ment i was keeping you safe" "you're so amazing. i don't deserve you" "yes you do. what you don't deserve is people making you feel like this and i promise you that im gonna make it all stop" "thank you for keeping me so strong" "you're the strongest person iv ever met and you inspire me every day to not give up" she didn't say anything she just hugged me tighter. i looked down at her. "(Y/B/F/N)'s gonna be here in a sec. im gonna move us onto the bed ok?" she nodded her head. i picked her up and sat us down on the bed.

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