Dance Of Death

Falling Is Okay

So all the death and destruction begins people dying children crying people getting eaten children getting eaten it didn't matter what age or what gender you are or what your preference was you all died the same way and all ended up wherever we ended up at the end right now I'll mail you was playing with her thumbs while Ellie read a book I mean what else can I do I'm the big sister here big brother technically and I can't even stop driving I don't know where we're at I dunno it's dark and we've been driving for hours upon hours there's a Motel 8 in the middle of nowhere and I think I'm going to stop there it seems like a wise decision right I mean let's totally stopped at a motel in a zombie apocalypse but it pretty much looks abandoned other than a big big Chester the Molester van on the other side of the courtyard and then one little rinky-dink little Prius or whatever it is out there but other than that is pretty vacant so I'm going to try to get in and probably used to be a crackhead facility or something

Of course when we get there I fear softly to the side of the road pulling into the parking lot it seems pretty desolate and there's a lot of things on fire so I'm assuming that Raiders and stuff already hit here or zombies have destroyed it like everything else and everybody's lives well when I go up to the door looking to see if there's anyone in the office there's no one it's quiet dead like nothing it's eerie and it worries me so I go to the bottom door and started talking there's only one that's unlocked which just makes me immediately assume there's something in there the two girls are looking at me and waiting Ellie holding my bat and Amelia holding a small flashlight she had her car

I pushed the doors open and it seemed pretty dark nothing was moving into the flashlight we could see the little light switch on one side of the wall we quickly looked around and began searching for the light switch for the main like to see maybe if the generators were working when I flip the switch it worked we found it on the side of my side the door of course there's a window and we kept the curtains closed there was only two beds in this one so I told the girls they could have it that way they could have a little privacy before you know we hit the open road again and to get some really good rest because it's going to be a long day I'll let them keep hold of my bed so that way they wouldn't need any protection I mean it's pretty easy to swing a bat right you think those two could at least get it and it's the reason I can put them 2 together is that way I wouldn't have to help here Amelia's mouth and I wouldn't have to hear any complaining about life I know it sounds horrible to say and you know I love my family and I love my friends just right now I need some time to myself that's all....

I going up stairs with nothing but a pocket knife on me that I just happened to find in my car I was hoping I wouldn't have to use it how was trying to be as quiet as possible getting up stairs when I reach the room right above Ellie's and Amelia's I knocked to my happiness the door was open letting me know that they probably fled and when they fled they left the door wide open or it was one of the two suckers that have the cars came in and reading a death so I open the door when I open the door the light was already gone I don't know how and I don't know why all I know it was open and it was on there was nothing on that little mini stove that was in there or nothing these people must have rented before the zombie apocalypse was going down kind of a good thing right at least we know that somebody had a decent family out there there was one bed and there was a pink fuzzy Journal next to the nightstand with a little lamb letting me know that obviously it was a girl that was staying here and just as I was about to sit on the bed I heard somebody click a gun right next to my head "who. are. you." they said very very punctual it sounded like a girl with a melodic voice

"Look I I'm not looking for any trouble I just came here to rest I've been driving for hours there's crazy things going on and I just need a lot of sleep okay I've missed a lot of sleep I need sleep I'm not going to steal anything just please let me sleep my little sister is downstairs with my best friend please I'm so tired.." I know I took a risk telling this girl that I've never met before about my little sister Ellie and best friend Amelia but I was very tired and if it got them to trust me even more so I could just sleep so be it I mean what harm could come of it right..

The gun dropped and he put it by his side "what you need to get some sleep he said but I will only let you sleep in here on the one condition I'll get all my supplies and go with you is not wise to go alone these days but it's not wise to go with strangers but if you're brave enough to tell me about your two family members or friends or whatever then maybe I'll be brave enough to go with you and hope you don't eat my soul or kill me or feed me to the zombies" i grinned  turning looking at him goofy  when I noticed that it was a small gentlemen only 5'6 just about he had bright pink hair and it looks so natural it was kinda long kind of short put up mostly in a ponytail though with girls that look like he had very curvy waist he had to be a girl there's no way around that but we need to talk to you could tell little bit he had a very small Adam's apple he was very pale with freckles and natural pink eyes and was wearing short shorts flip-flops and tank top you could obviously

" so tell me about yourself stud." He spoke
I told him my story about how I got the transgender surgery and then I was a senior in high school with a pretty good paying job when I had to kill my mother and how my little sister was adopted into the family and how I was lesbian and knew from young age and how I was treated after I was coming out of the closet  and how I had to kill my mother and my neighbor just to say my best friend and my little sister I put my head down slowly feeling the Aftershock of murdering somebody was not a pleasant feeling considering I knew both of those people very well one being my neighbor who used to share corn with their Thanksgiving and one being my mother who gave birth to me and took care of me until I came out of the closet but that doesn't mean I didn't love her any

" I'm kupid christian valentine .. yeah don't go there my parents were dicks anyway I can tell how sad you were and let me just tell you it's okay to fall sometimes but you got to keep picking yourself back up .what you told me about your little sister she need you a lot she probably loves you a lot too so just take it one step at a time and try to keep alive and I just like you need to keep her alive she needs to keep you alive and needs to be at the other situation not you looking after her constantly it's not like you're her babysitter after all it's okay to fall it's okay to feel sad but you've got to keep moving don't stop or you're just going to put yourself down even further following is not half the problem is getting back up when you're too far down.."

I looked at him he had a lot of wise words it seemed and I was intested
"So what's your story and how old are you? And are you a boy?"

Kupid grinned foxly " I am with most call Yuki gay boy and yes my pink hair is natural the carpets match the drapes I'm 26 believe it or not even though I look so young well basically I don't really have any family I was abandoned at age 5 kind of lived on the streets to foster care took me on a date was raised by two gay moms and then they died sadly in a car crash well by the time I was sixteen I was back out on my own working 2 jobs ended up getting married stupid stupid thought I have an adopted daughter the last place I heard she was was here cuz her dad took her on vacation we ended up getting a divorce and well he got custody I got split custody and he was here and I wanted to come see them and now I can't find them but that's his van outside and I've already looked in the van and looked in the rooms now you see the predicament I'm in my 6 year olds running around somewhere ..." I frowned " I didn't no.. I'm so sorry.." don't be like I said we all have regrets and sometimes it's okay to fall but you just gotta keep moving forward if they're not here they probably were at some restaurant up in the town up from here and I'll just have to look there because that's where our grandparents went." " I'll help you find her.." " thanks that means a lot that you would help me out I guess we both take one for the team here anyway you probably need to get some rest just remember what I said okay and I can't reinstate this enough you'll never get through life if you don't understand that following is an OK thing just be able to pick yourself up and don't drowned yourself."