Scared of a tomorrow
that's just a repeat of today.
Changing plans changing dreams
the pressure of parents is just too extreme.
The only constant i seem to enjoy
is my love of music.
The thought of music makes me cry,
the passion for it takes control in my mind
but the insecurity overthrows me.
I can't help but doubt myself
with all the doubters doubting me.
I'm stressed out,
I'm emotionally heavy,
that's the only way
I can express my insecurity.
To my parents it's about having a stable future,
but to me it's about loving your life
as you live tomorrow.
If i follow their way
I'm gonna end up with a repeat
of another today tomorrow.
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A/N: FYI a lot of these poems I'm publishing so far are ones I've written in the past, including this one, but are still very relevant to me.
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100 Days of Feeling
PoesíaPoetry written on things I feel for a long time. Entering this for the Watty Awards. **I tag Min Yoongi because Poem 10 is in relation to the mixtape and my feelings about it and Min Yoongi**