Jokes on You

Just Dont

It's 3:45pm and I'm rushing to get to the venue on time I'm never late for work, never but today is just not my day. I lock the door and sprint to the car, I start the car and drive to the venue as fast as I can.
Once I park I see Gemma standing outside the door waiting for me and she looks freezing.
"Finally your here! The boys are out for some food just now but come in and I'll show you around" I follow her in and she takes me around to the back of the stage, I still don't know who it is but I'll soon find out hopefully.
"Okay so this Shannon Letos dressing room and-" I freeze, I can't move or breathe this can't be happening, this can NOT be his band. This is impossible why didn't she tell me sooner.
"Is everything okay?" I look at her, I really needed this job I needed the money I can't let this get in the way and surely it's only for a few weeks. I can get through this I don't even need to speak to him. I nod and smile faintly, she continues showing me around and says I can watch the show tonight to start things off, a lot of people have already piled into the venue even thought the band isn't here yet so I rush out to try and hide myself in the crowd.

1 hour later
They've been on stage for about 30 minutes and I can't help but keep my eyes on jared, i haven't seen him in a long time and he looks as gorgeous as ever. Fuck. I've missed him but he's hurt me I can't forget that.
Once the show is finished is go back stage to try and find Gemma she said she'd be back her after the show and she's no where to be seen.
I'm searching everywhere but they guys' dressing rooms because I'd rather avoid that area I walk down a dark hall which takes you to the exit door.
Suddenly an arm grabs me and wraps around my waist and has their hand over my mouth. I'm being kidnapped this is a disaster.
"Shhhh babe it's me" HE whispers in my ear. it's HIM. He's got me. I try getting out of his arms but he holds on tight and spins me around to his front.
"Don't talk, that's for later" he starts to slowly kiss down my neck and every kiss melts my heart, I moan a little knowing its jared in my arms again. I pull my body away from him.
"No jared no. I can't..I jus-" he slams his lips onto mine and kisses me passionately, he bites my bottom lip and pulls he knows I love that. I kiss him back, i can't help it. He pulls away and runs his hands all over my back and stomach, i need to stop this.
"Jared no stop! That's enough just don't fucking talk to me while I'm doing this job okay?" He switched the light on and he's smirking at me with his arms folded Leaning against the wall like some badass.
"So you work for our band now? Miss me too much sweetheart?" He laughs, he's always been like this, he loves to tease me because he knows I'll fall back into his arms but I'm standing my ground.
"Don't you dare even try and lure me back in, you hurt me jared and you know it so stop acting like everything's okay between us because it's not!" I shout, forgetting we're in a small room and someone's probably heard us,with that I walk out the room slamming the door. My heart aches because I still love him but he hurt me, basically he cheated on me and he broke down after he told me and was genuinely sorry but I couldn't face that he went with someone else when he had ME, I was there for him, I felt worthless and humiliated because I gave him my all but it wasn't good enough. We never called it a break up because we never split, he insisted he could prove I was the one for him he told me to wait for him and he'd text everyday when he was on tour, he said he'd visit on our anniversary, Valentine's Day, my birthday, his birthday and A few days before Christmas  but he never showed up to one, he promised me he would. I seen pictures and videos he put up online and He had his phone on him but he just forgot about me so I tried to move and stopped leaving the little texts here and there. It was hard but it had to be done.