War of Hormones | Namjoon *Smut*

Ashes

*Ji-Hoon's perspective*

Namjoon and I spent the last two weeks getting everything done for my parents. We didn't have a funeral, since I had no family that would attend. Instead, we ended up getting them cremated. We're going to pick up the ashes now and then we're going to do what my parents always talked about being done. They wanted their ashes turned into fertilizer for a tree of their choice. My mother wanted to be fertilizer for an Alaska Paper Birch tree and my father wanted to be fertilizer for an American Elder tree. As weird as it sounds, I'm going to carry out their wishes. I want my last memory of my parents to be happy ones.

We arrive at the morgue. It's a dreadful place. Nothing about it seemed happy to me. I just want to get our things and go. The man who cremated my parents offered to do it for free, since he felt bad for what happened to them. He hands me my mothers urn and Namjoon takes my fathers urn.
"Thank you," Namjoon says to the man. He nods and leaves to go do his job. We head out of the morgue and back to our car, talking about ways to safely transport these urns to the garden centre.
"We could put them in the trunk and use my bags to surround them," Namjoon suggests.
"How about I hold one in my lap and one on the floor between my feet," I counter, feeling as if Namjoon's idea wasn't the safest. He agrees and we head to the garden centre. We arrive and are greeted by two gorgeous women. One of them, who's name is Cindy, seems to have taken a liking to my Fiancé, as she was non-stop flirting with him. I give her a death stare.
"So," the other woman, Amanda, says to break the tension, "If we start now, it will only take us about an hour to turn the ashes into fertilizer. Would you like to take the fertilizer home today or pick it up another time?"
"We'd like to bring it home today, as well as possibly get two trees delivered to our home," I say, my voice shaking slightly.
Amanda smiles at me, noticing my discomfort, "I'll get one of our staff members to help you and your..."
"Fiancé," I see Cindy's face shrivel up in anger.
"Right, fiancé. I'll get one of our staff members to help you find your ideal tree. Please feel free to let them know if you need anything more!" Amanda tries to be cheery, but I can see through her act. She was about to make fertilizer out of human ashes, after all.

We are introduced to a teenage boy named Dylan, who helps us find the two trees we're looking for. He's very helpful and we end up finding them in no time.
"Alright, the trees will be delivered to your house by about 1pm. Is there anything else you'd like?" Dylan gives us an innocent smile. He couldn't be more than sixteen years old.
"Do you know how much time there is until the fertilizers are done?" Namjoon restlessly asks. I wonder why he's so impatient.
Dylan looks at his watch, "It's currently 11:15, so your order should be done by noon. If you'd like, you can leave and come back later."
Namjoon sighs, "Alright, we'll pay now and come back for the fertilizers later."
We pay for the trees and fertilizers and end up going out for lunch.

We go to a high-class restaurant and sit at the window seat. I love sitting where the windows are because the view is always amazing. It also reminds me of the night when Namjoon proposed to me. I smile to myself at the thought. Namjoon and I order our food and it's quickly delivered to us. We talk amongst ourselves about when we are going to plant the trees.
"We should do it as soon as possible, so that your parents will be at peace," Namjoon suggests, staring out of the window.
I nod, "the trees are being delivered at 1 and we'll have the fertilizer by noon, so why don't we do it this evening?"
"Sure," Namjoon replies, "I'll call Taehyung and Jimin to come and help us."

*Skip to later that evening*

"Alright! Whew, that was sure hard!" I laugh, happy that we were finally done planting the trees. It was all done. My parents could rest in peace now.
"Yea. Thanks for helping us, Taehyung, Jimin," Namjoon bows at the two boys and they smile.
"Anytime, Hyung! We'll always be here for you and your fiancé," Jimin says and him and Taehyung both bow. We all share dinner together and say our goodbyes. It's been a long day.

Namjoon and I lie in bed beside each other.
"Hey Namjoon, do you ever want children?" I ask.
He looks at me and nods, "I want two boys and a girl."
I hesitate for a moment, then kiss Namjoon and smile.

"I'm pregnant."

A/N: Annyeonghaseyo~! Sorry for the slow chapter guys, there was a lot of adulting in this chapter! But, I promise there will be more events in the future! There are many events that are close to happening! Are you as excited as I am!? And what do you think about Ji-Hoon being pregnant? Comment if you want it to be a girl or a boy and when the time comes, I'll pick whichever gender gets suggested most :)

Also, I've probably said this in previous chapters, but it would mean so much if you could check out my BTS X Reader, Mixed Emotions :) I just posted chapter 4 today! Thank you guys so much for reading and until next time, annyeong! I love you all ❤️