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update on past 3 months
Boy has my life changed.... After Adrian telling me about his suicide story it really broke my heart. But our relationship started to crumble. I caught him lying about nearly everything and i've been really out of wack lately. So i broke up with him.. Its so hard living with the boy i am still deeply in love with. How will i deal with everything?
It is about 2pm on a rainy Saturday and i haven't even gotten out of bed. My mood has been really down and upset. I just don't know how to deal, I finally reach to get out of my bed and close my curtains. Rain depresses me even more. Opening my door slowly i see Adrian walking out the bathroom.
"Morning Juls."
"You mean good afternoon."
"Oops my bad you know my mind is somewhere else.."
"Adrian it has been 3 months we need to start getting over this."
Adrian straightens up and his eyes open wide..
"Are you kidding me Julia.. You liked me for so long and tried so hard for me to like you.. and once i liked you and fell madly in love with you, you toss me away!'
I blink and move forward
"Adrian our relationship was so unhealthy! The lies I couldn't take it anymore!''
"I lied to protect you!"
"ADRAIN! You told me you were going to hang with friends and next thing i find out your doing drugs and partying!"
"I guess i just got carried away.."
"I still love you and it kills me having to see you everyday , and not being able to kiss you or touch you."
"You hurt me too don't forget that."
Adrian walks down the stairs leaving me speechless. I have no tears to shed and as much as i want to jump on him and kiss him. . . I can't. I need to move on from his toxic vibes.
*Ring*
I jump at the sound of my phone buzzing and run to go answer it. It was Tate! Me and Tate have been friends for a bit... I honestly believe Tate could be good for me.
Who knows. . .
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