so if you saw that in my works section that 'Forgive? And no blood' kinda book thing. that was some kind of fucking glitch. that was a chapter in this book. soooooo yeah sorry for the inconvinience.
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“I was in my room and I had a feeling; that you were lost, afraid and down. I was a still sad about what happened earlier, but that didn’t matter. I tried asking if anyone saw you, they didn’t even see you. So I went a bit bizerk, but before I was about to rip apart my brother James came to me and said he saw you walking off into the forest. So then I looked for you.” He explained hugging me; I had the funny feeling in my tummy.
I leaned on his shoulder, we were just sitting down; I was in his arms being shy. It seems like he forgot about our fight, I could still remember it but it’s in the past. “Eve, I have to tell you this, it might be useful in the future”
“What is it?”
“You saw how I was earlier, right? Crying like a baby and saying those things?”
“Yeah” giggling
“I have a trauma from when I was younger”
“What does it mean by trauma?”
“A fear that is very strong and that could last for a while, could even take years”
“What is your fear?” I asked he flinched as a reaction; I feel bad again. “Sorry Gray, you don’t have to answer that question if you don’t have the desire too” waving my hand. His grip got tighter on my shoulder, “no I have to tell you anyway.” He took a deep breath and lets it out.
“So it starts out with me and my uncle. He was my mom’s older brother, she loved him a lot and him to her; but only in a brother sister relation. He stayed here in the kingdom for most of mine and Eric’s life; he was an amazing person in many aspects. But for the master part it was gruesome. When I turned 10 years old, my uncle had gotten his 7th woman. Then one day I got curious, too curious to more specific. Eric was with our parents at that time, I was inside the castle; being a boy I went in a place that was bad at the time.” A tear spills from Gray’s eye; I leaned more on his shoulder and wiped the tears away.
He noticed it and grabbed my hand, caressing it with his thumb. We have our hands together in the middle of our laps. “It’s going to get worse right?” I whisper, he nods.
“U-um so I went inside my uncle’s chambers and I was really scared. Well actually terrified, I was watching my uncle sexually beat her; she never deserved that. She was one of the nicest people besides my parents I had ever met. If she tried to refuse, h-he would-’’ he stopped talking, the way his face is like he cannot continue any more. “He would hurt her right?” I said and Gray got out of his paralyzed state. He took a big gulp, and did a not so good smile. “Yeah, I wanted to run; just to get out of there. But once that I was moving he spotted me. At that point I knew I was going to get something unwanted to many young boys.”
My imagination went far with that sentence…ew. Gray chuckled, “not like that, more of a punishment. He told me to come in, as of that I did” he sighed. I never thought he had a horrible childhood, I wonder if Eric knows this. Suddenly I started to get dizzy, my head feels so light. “He forced her to call me Young master; I never thought of her anything less than a kind woman. I told her that she can call me by my name, but even so she was to call me by the other damn thing” he gripped slightly my hand. I couldn’t pay much attention to what he said, lots of things were doubling.
“Gray… I don’t feel so great” I whispered, he turned his head. “Huh? What’s wrong? Did you… shit” he quickly got us up. “Eve, why didn’t you tell me you haven’t ate anything yet!?” my breaths are getting heavier and slower, heart rate minimizing as well. “Eve I’m going to take you home, ok?” Gray’s voice echoing into my ears, I think the sun was coming out by the time I finally was closing my eyes. I wish I could watch the sunrise with him, if only…
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Ok so… it’s been a while since I’ve posted a chapter. I had what every writer has: writer’s block.
Ahhhhh!
I really hate it.
So as you see, I am stealing my computer, probaly will get in trouble later. Not really caring thoughish.but I have also been continuing other stories, so… yeah read them if you want, don’t. it’s not my business. Luvz ya guys!
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Not a vampire, Vampire slave(RECONSTRUCTION)
VampireEve, an abandoned teenage girl, lived in a box for 17 years. Until one day the wall was broken, rescued by a man in normal suit; named Rile. When aproached, her life was changing and evolving. She is to be with Rile's master; Gray. Things change whe...