My first Love.....

Love....

I run around looking at the sky,
Mirror is my best friend, I do not know why,
I smile n laugh & go merry,
I be silent staring at the stars,
My friends think I am mad
For all I know I wish I could fly
Fly far off to another land just with him,
I like red...... I love flowers.....
I drench in rain & eat ice cream
I read love stories & dream just of him,
Is this love or I am crazy?
Is something wrong, or I am better than ever before.....
For all I know he loves me back, as much as I do......
I close my eyes & years pass by,
Is the sky same I used to stare at,
Are the stars still twinkling around
Was red my favorite color?
Why I look alone in the crowd,
Is he still there around?
The pillows are wet all night long....
& touch ups help to solve the problem.
Is this pain or I am off love, once again,
I sleep a while to forget everything,
I have a dream.....
He stands by me hiding all my love,
For it takes golden eyes to see the love,
I ask him why you stand so far,
He keeps quite.....
I fight & fight to get him back.....
The time is gone is all I realise,
I run far away...... shut all doors & cry & cry....
I decide to quit & run away,
I fail & fail, for I can't live without him.
He stands beside me looks into my eyes.....
I feel the breeze..... the sun.... the sky....
He holds my hand & asks me to listen,
I love you as much as I do.
For all I ask is to stand by me forever,
I am fool for all this while, I ran away from you....
Here I come to make you fall in love again.....
And I choose to perish,
Like the fire melts the wax, to spread the light around......
I choose to stand by him.
But this time I like the red, the same as pink,
I want to fly in aeroplane,
I go in rain under an umbrella,
I sing a song with my friends,
I don't feel alone, as I make the crowd with all my noise,
I stand tall with no help in need.
And come home to find my love, in love with me all over again.
I love you more than I ever did.....
For i know I love this world too....
I am no more alone, as my friends are always there around....
And I love & love, as its the whole purpose of being alive!!!!!!