Is this goodbye?

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A/N: OK so I took a short break to heal up my leggy! It's better now, but still soar (?) lol feel sympathy for me XD

 I don't really remember all that happened that night... In the heat of the moment I spaced out, I can only recall certain events. The way Fell touched me, kissed me.... but it's more of a distant memory now.


It's been a whole year since that party. Geno was thinking of hosting another one this year, but changed his mind as well, he got terribly sick. Even though he was already dying anyway. Well that doesn't matter now. Ever since that party I haven't seen Fell. We don't live in the same universe and although I could theoretically make a portal to open to other universes, all attempts have failed. I just don't have the technology.

If I could see Fell again I wouldn't hesitate to do so.

For a whole year, it's been so lonely. My brother has been away on studies and Gaster has disappeared without a trace. I've had no one to talk to but myself.


Oh how, every night I've craved Fell's touch, his warm embrace to keep me company. He's sweet smile, he dark, enchanting eyes. He makes me feel so good and bad all at the same time.

Oh how hard I've tried to see him again, all ending in malfunction, brokenness and pain!

It's.... Impossible...


Sometimes at night, I won't even sleep. I'll be trying to think of what it was like to be near Fell, in his sweet, comforting embrace. Holding me closer with each passing second.... Nothing ever getting in between us. Just us. Forever.


Oh how I would become Yandere for you Fell! How I would kill all those who dare mess with you.

Oh how I would spend every second with you only to find how much of a Tsundere I am! But only you would be able to hold me.

But.....


Oh how wonderful would it be to kiss you for hours on end, barely giving enough time for breath!

Oh how I want to have to dominate me again! Don't hold back! Never hold back!

If only....


Oh how it would be amazing to have no other worries in the world! To only know that you are ok would make me the happiest skeleton in the world!

Oh how I wish you could carry me in your arms! Take me anywhere! Anywhere at all!

I just wish...


Oh how it would kill me to see you upset! To see you morn over something would dust me!

Oh how I wish to be the person you tell your trouble too! I could listen to you all day! I would help you with your problems.

It's not fair!


Oh how your voice makes me melt! I swear when I heard it, it was just the sexiest this that I've ever seen!

Oh how I wish....


Oh how.....


Oh.....


I wish....


















But.....


I can't....






A/N: Well that was depressing. I'm thinking of ending the book? I just don't know what to do with it. Plus It would give me room to make another book! But if you guys really want this to be continued I need some good ideas from you guys. However as for now consider it finished. ^^

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