There's always a time when you don't feel like yourself.
You get random thoughts.
Ones that scare you.
Ones you believe you can't overcome.
Ones that will break you from the inside out.
Soon you let the thoughts get to you.
You aren't yourself any more.
You don't recognize yourself.
You begin to see people looking at you weirdly.
The voice in the back of your head is controlling you, but, you feel so weak that you give in and listen to the voice.
"Look at those people" the voice says. ",they're judging you. They don't like you. No one likes you."
The voice is your Master now.
You listen to it no matter what.
Your stress increases.
Your grades drop rapidly.
Your friends don't know how to help so they leave you.
Or do they leave you?
Maybe you pushed them away when they were only trying to help.
You blame it on yourself.
You cry while looking into the mirror.
You call yourself a disgrace.
Your parents don't know what happened to you.
They say you've gone mad.
They blame things on you.
They say they can't help you, so they send you off to inpatient counseling.
You tell yourself that you're mental.
You think you're insane.
You don't want this to be your life.
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RandomDark, you may say, but you know that everyone has been through something like this. Scary, maybe, just depends on the way you look at it. Yes, perhaps most of these stories are those of my own.
